chapter 1

bella can't remember much of her life. but she had live far to long that she cared to admit. she lived with ehr father charlie swan after her mother gave her up. that was when she met edward cullen. as they started to date after she found out he was a vampire. ever since then she moved on with that even after the james issues. a year later they threw her a birthday party and she sliced her finger only to have been knocked into a freaking cglass table. it didnt end there edward was always abusive and verbly abuseing they never knew she had a son from him for the longest time. she had to send him to her uncle in okinawa. but a week after the party she was taken to the woods and was told she was worthless and that she was not worth living and he nearly killed her after he raped her a few times. after she made her way home she found out her father had been killed. by edward no less. she thought he change nto a vmapire would of been painful but it seemed that it was not. she was moved to her aunt in japan that was when her life went down hill. she fell down the well and then she started her travels to repair the shikon jewel that seemed to been in her when she was born. as she met a half demon and a demon slayer as well a monk. and her adopted kit. they traveled and collected jewel shards even though she lives with half a soul for the longest time. but one fateful night inuyasha with all the blood lust raped her a few times and turned her over to naraku who rapes and made her suffer for three years. brandedher with his marking and cirsed it. no one was able to heal the curse. sesshomaru found ehr near death and blood adopted her. she and kouga hooked up only to have two children naraku burned him to death since she was the lasy of the eastern lands. but when the final battle came the jewel was finished here eyes changed colors to a pink and one ruby one and her hair turned silver with pink highlighed through it. and the jewel merged with her soul so she had to live rhrough time over again. she met a man name yuzuru souh after she was adopted into the kuchiki family and was gifted muramasa. she had a son and a daughter who she had to give up. her daugher was being raised from one of her good friends. sesshomaru sent her to a old friend and attended hogwarts she met lucius malfoy and they married she was happy for the time being. but then she lost him from the war finding out that they are all were spes. but her son and daighter survived. but after that was done she was kidnapped from rukia who started a whole new war. even teh voltrui who was her adopted family was trying to find her. that was three years. her younged son only met her a few tiems but never knew who his father was and never will since edwad was his fahter. but she met ulqiorra she has no children from him but it he died in her arms from someone who was aprt of ruikia side. her uncle ryuken was not pleased. while she sighed and now lived in okinawa and come and go since her son was in a coma after being missing for three years. but research and devolpment was keeping a eye on him.

"come on bella you can do it." chirped kaori

bella only nodded as she had demon blood and vampire in her she had to hide he rmarkings. but it didnt help when she didn't remember much on who she was. as she pounced and missed. ever since the end of the winter war she went down hill.

"oh you almost cleared it. if you where a inch closer you would have made a high school record." chirped kaori

bella only giggled as she ruffled her hair as they left go and have some lunch. while they watched as the planes and everything went over them. bella eyes went bright from seeing her own cooking. she wondered where they cullens are. it seemd they voltori has a hard time finding where they are.

"hey bella its time to go to the clinic!" chirped ginta

"well i better be going. ill talk to you later." chirped bella

bella left to go and get changed and rushed over to kai to go to get the transfusions that she as so used to getting. while she hopped on his motocycle that she had gotten him in the first place she they are basically rich from all the money from her adopted families. she was the leader of the wolf demon clan after the death of kouga.

meanwhile two hours later

bella opened her ruby and pink orbs peole always seemed to like her eyes they said they reminded them of the rarest of gems. as she sighed she hated getting these dammed transfusions. they are just a mega pain in her ass. her sword spirits reamined home helping out her uncle.

"miss swan how do you feel? have you regained any memory?" asked julia

bella blinked and looked over to julia the only one who had been doing these things for her as long as she could remember. as she sighed she knew that ginta and hakkaku was going to be meeting up with her sooner or later.

"ummm? no not really," mumbled bella

"well just relax dear and lay there until the IV is done." said julia

"sure why the hell not." grumbled bella

bella sighed as she thought on everything in her long life had invented stuff for vampires that are able to eat human food and have chilren. plus she had the power to absorb other vampire powers. she hated to think on things since it involved her remembering all the suffering she had to deal with.

"what is there to remember anyways?" thought bella

bella closed her eyes and sighed as she took a nap while the IV to finish. as julia watched her and knew that she didn't want to remember some things. they knew what she had gone through to come to this point back to them. and that made them all sad.

meanwhile a few hours later

bella groaned as she was relased from her blood trasnfusions as she wondered where the moron wolves are at. she let out a sigh she was so tiered and felt like she had lived far to long than she cared to remember. but then again she can't remember much. that is when someone playing a cello filled her ears. the music sounded so familiar to her. as if she played ot or whoever played it for her.

"why does that sound so familiar." thought bella

bella closed her eyes to think back on it. as her memory kicked in as she ran down the hall with a key in her hands. she was ina pink victorian dress as if she was on her way to meet someone. or release someone from the prison they are in. time is no problem to her. when she was about to open a lock her eyes snapped open.

"NO STOP!" yelled bella

bella reached out to nothing and face planted into the rose bush's. not even noticing that ginta and hakkaku was watching they knew to leaver her alone after she does something like this as she blushed deeply when everyone was looking at her.

"shit, shit, shit, shit." chanted bella

bella pushed herself up as she bolted out of there brigth red as a tomato from doing that in front of everyone. as the male who was playing the song stood up with longing in his eyes as if he was searching for her for a very very long time. but didn't remember her having silver hair but that didnt matter to him.

meanwhile later that night

bella had to kill off a lower level hallow who has been messing around with humans. while she remembers she left her shoes at the school. so she hoped the gate ordering her sword spirits to go and do something while she went to deal with the shoe issue. as she looked around no humans and jumped the gate with her demonic power. as she made her way through the court yard trying to remember where she left them. that is when her eyes landed on a male that started to walk towards her. as he stopped in front of her.

"finally we meet". said haji

"say whaaat?" asked bella

haji took out a dagger as bella watched him with watchful eyes. she didn't trust this dude all she knew he was some crazy pervert who wanted to stab her ot take the jewel. well that what things always came down to it. people still wanted the shikon jewel after all this dammed time.

"HOLY FUCKING SHIT SCREW THIS.! YOU CRAZY PERV!" yealed bella

bella bolted and ran the other way. why is perverts always attracted to her. bad enough she had twin grandkits that shippo and rin had togehter. that is when she ran into someone and screamed only for affect to maintain human. even though none of this bother her no one. since she seen some shit in her long long life.

"what the hell, oh its you little bella."

bella dragged the the teacher with her. and sadly it annoyed her that he reminded her of miroku. who is mated to sango who live as long as she does and the others with the blood bond. but she pointed to where the creeper pervert that was going to shank her in the middle of the school court yard for the love of kami she could of kicked his ass. but humans would seen it then she would have to erased their minds. that was when a huge not human hand grabbed him and only blood and some guts dripped down. when a monster she had never seen in her life and not even know what to call it was eyeing her as if she was its next meal. she didn't know what to do for once and felt something that she has not felt for a long long time fear as she bolted out of there. as it let out a huge roar making her cover her ears and sent her flyng through the window of the school as she grumbled about how miserbale her life it.

"only mean that big fat butt ugly monsters come after me. fuck my life." grumbled bella

tha monster pushed the glass breaking it more and more so it could get to its meal, bella growled and pushed herself up. this is what she gets for not letting her sword spirits being in her inner world. but then again she better get her ass movin before this thing eats her. that is when her ruby and pink orbs landed on that man.

"oh damn it to hell it has to be the crazy perve." growled bella

haji arched a brow and had to say he missed her. he hissed her to much and she didn't even remember who he was. her eyes are dufferent as well. even though from all the information he had gathered she had endured alot and gained alot when they last saw each other. he tossed a dagger into the monsters eye as he knocked bella into the window knocking her out. as he picked her up and started to find a safe place. as he sat her down in one of the class rooms.

"you know life never gets easy for me its that to much to ask for. i swar the kamis just have a laugh at my misfortunes. and you what the bloody hell is that thing?" asked bella

"that is a chiropteran.." said haji

bella had to think on that one she had never heard of anything like that. neither in her travels in the past or in the soul soceity nor the wizarding world. as she sighed you learn of something new everyday when your her. haji was digging around for something what she was deep in thought.

"a chiropteran that is a new one on me. "said bella

"a beast that lives on blood." said haji

haji took out the sword that he had hiddedn inhis cello case, bella tilted her head to the side and wondered where he gotten that. but it did seemed rather familiar to here. while he looked at her as if she was remembering somehing. why does she sense deep sadness and sorrow from him. she watched him take the binding from his hand off and a claws one appeared as he took the blade and sliced it.

"hey you what the hell are you doing?" asked bella

bella arched a silver brow at him as if he was offering her his blood of all things. and if that what it was that is someting she was not going to accept. that is just bleh. yes she had to drink it for the blood adoption but that was differnt.

"stay away you sick pervert." growled bella

bella was against the wall as she continued to come near her. this is when she needed sesshomaru with her. but he was not going to be back until tomorrow from business. she did all her business from home on her laptop. even from the soul soceity as well. but then again it was something that they had to do.

"what the hell do you what. really im not going to screw you while you force blood down my throat." hissed bella

haji sighed that one hurt he was going to sleep with her if she chose to have it happened. his feelings never ever changed for her. as he put his hand out to her as if saying drink and it will let you see the light in what to do. but those ruby and pink orbs was galring at he was close enough she used some sort of power on him.

"LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE CRAZY JERK!" yelled bella

bella landed on her feet and was ready to fight him. she was not going to drink his blood. how did she not know that he was going to do something to her get her she drinked it. but it see her little power display didn't even fazer hm. that is when haji saw her busy glaring at the monster and he put some of his blood in his mouth. in her distraction he had to save he since the mosnter was heading to her.. she tried to get away but he pinned her there and took her face in his hands and kissed her deeply pushing the blood into her mouth. as he held her in his arms as if he was longin gto do this to her. kai rushed intot he room he knocked out the two wolves and the sword spirits was back in the soul socitey delivering her paper work.

to be continued