"It's not that I want to y'know? I don't. But look at what I do. So y'know, any day now I could be gone and it won't-it wouldn't have a mother.
Ron wouldn't understand. He doesn't see the world like I do. Like you do. He wouldn't think it was such a bad thing to have a, a child. He doesn't see, doesn't really see what's happening.
I can't, I just can't bring in a life. Not now. This world…it's such a bad world, y'know? And I can't save it. I can't. It won't let me. But I won't stop. Even though I know I'll lose in the long run, I know…I won't stop. Not even for…not even for this. This thing inside of me. This person sharing me…
And I can't have it! I'm too young, way too young, and this world is so bad, and dangerous…I'm just trying to save it hardships.
God! God I think I love this thing. Is that possible? Huh? Is that possible? That I can love it? Right now? I wish I didn't. If I could be just a little bit detached. Just a little bit more.
I…I wish Ron were here. I really want him here. But I couldn't. I couldn't tell him. My best friend, my boyfriend. But you! You I could tell? Why? God, God fucking dammit! What the hell is wrong with me?!
I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Heh, guess you've never heard me curse before. Damn… But my life is so screwed over right now y'know? Everything is just so…damn.
I don't think I could protect it. I'd try, but I really can't do everything. I…and I think this is the one way to save it. From all the hardships she's going to have to face. From all the misery, all the sadness, the hurts, everything this world seems to offer.
I am right aren't I? This is…is this the right thing to do?"
She looked at Shego who gazed back evenly. "I'm sorry pumpkin, but I can't tell you that."
Kim looked away and murmured to herself more than Shego. "Well I hope I'm right."
"Kimberly Ann Possible?" A bored looking nurse called out. Kim jumped to her feet. "Right through there." The nurse pointed to the double blue doors. Kim thanked her. Turning back to Shego she just said, "See you on the next mission." She then strode off through the blue doors though not with her usual confident stride. Before the doors shut behind her, Shego was gone.
