Somewhere

Somewhere
Filia's Image Song(English)
Song Fic by: Onion

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Somewhere in the world
Somewhere in the dark
I can hear the voice that calls my name
Might be a memory
Might be my future
Might be a love waiting for me

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She sits alone, shrouded in night. Her eyes open wide, revealing light
blue yes. She hums soft a soft melody, staring longinly down at a small
child, resting peacefully in her arms. Her head tilts, as if hearing her
name being called. She places the child in a wooden cribe before
running out the door, into the nearby woods.

Her eyes glaze out at the darkness before her, like two small lights
agianst a nightmare. She turns away quickly, and returns to her small
hut, shoulders shakeing.

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He watches, eyes closed tight. He feels her prescence, her sarrow.
Feeling guilt as he feeds on her pain. He calls agian, only to wish for
her to stay, knowing he cant truely have her for his own.

All he is, is darkness. Pure evil that shouldnt love, shouldnt feel
anything but pain. His eyes open, reveiling stunning voilet, slitted-pupil
eyes. Eyes that belong to the monster he wants to forget. He stares at
the love he can never have, the love that can be destoyed from his
touch.

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Rock me gently
Hold me tenderly
'Til the morning breaks, night fades away
I've spent my time in vain
Trapped inside pain
Don't let me down
Help me see the light

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He watches her agian, see's her sobing form. How he wished to hold
her, hug her, kiss her tears away. He forces himself to shun those
wishes, those wishes were not ment for a muder like him. 'They were
ment for someone else, someone who can support her, cerish her, give
her anything she wants with out regrets.' He says, before entering the
land of dreams.

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She struggles with the pain before the arms envelop her, holdin her
close while wispering soothing words into her heart and soul. She looks
up and its him. She crys out in shock before he claims her with a kiss
she's longed to recieve. She struggles before his roaming hands set her
reastless body at ease, pulling her into him.

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Feeling
Feeling bitter, twisted all along
Wading through an empty life too long

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She cries out and wakes, her body numb, her heart in pain. A dream
was all it was, not him. 'He doesnt want me, he couldnt want me!' She
cries into her pillow, wishing for her life to be differnt, wishing te pain
to go away.

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I close my eyes
Listen to the wind
Longing to belong to a higher place

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His eyes open as he hears her heart wenching sobs. He knows then,
what he must do. To end the pain for them both. He holds his staff
tightly, chanting unaduible words. Suddenly, he drops the staff, his hand
clutching where his heart would be. He falters and falls to the ground,
unmoving.

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Let me hear your voice
Let me be with you
When the shadow falls down upon me
Like a bird singing
Like a breeze blowing
It's calling me
Somewhere in the world

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She exits her cabin, without the baby. Thankfully a friend decided to
watch the child for the day. She heads out into the woods, the ones
she had searched that night. She walks fowards, arms drawn close.
her foots bumps something and she looks down, seeing the familar
staff of her secret love. She bends down, and sees the familar pale
hand that was the owner of the staff. In vain she cries out, rocking
back and forth on her heels.

'I never told him, never got the chance! Why? Why did he do this?'
She screams, looking for a weapon. The only one she sees is the one
resting in her hands. Shakely she stands, begians the spell to end her
excistance.

"NO! Stop!" A ever so familar voice calls.

"Who.. who is it?" She calls out, already knowing the answer.

"So Wa Himitsu Desu" He calls out softly. "Dont do this Filia, Val-kun
needs you..." He wispered. "Dont make the same mistake." His voice
drops, breaking.

"Mistake...?" Her voice hesitated. 'What does he mean?'

"I left the one I love, alone in the world." His voice grew faint. "I must
go now Filia-chan." A light kiss brushed her cheek. "Dont worry, love,
we'll be together before you know it."