A/N : song is "try" by P!nk.
Oh oh
Ever wonder about what [she]'s doing?
How it all turned to lies?
Sometimes I think that it's better to never ask why
Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, and try, and try
Gotta get up and try, and try, and try
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try
Eh, eh, eh
Funny how the heart can be deceiving
More than just a couple times
Why do we fall in love so easy?
Even when it's not right
Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, and try, and try
Gotta get up and try, and try, and try
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try
Ever worry that it might be ruined
And does it make you wanna cry?
When you're out there doing what you're doing
Are you just getting by?
Tell me are you just getting by, by, by?
Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, and try, and try
Gotta get up and try, and try, and try
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try
Gotta get up and try, and try, and try
Gotta get up and try, and try, and try
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try
Gotta get up and try, and try, and try
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try
Gotta get up and try, and try, and try
-x-
Maybe you're destinated to have a crappy life.
Maybe you weren't meant to be born.
Maybe you're just to stupid to realize that your life is a joke.
Maybe you're everyone least favorite people.
Maybe nobody wants you into their lives.
Maybe you're trouble to everyone.
Maybe you're useles.
useless
-x-
Dear Chloe,
I understand that you don't want me in your life anymore.
Nobody wants me, right ?
Nobody will ever want me.
What if my mother stil doesn't want me in paradise ? Am I going to hell if I die ?
Oh, good idea.
Let's do this
goodbye
- Beca
-x-
You staring at the water under you.
The sun is shining, it's like clouds disappeared from earth.
It's beautiful, you think, nature. Trees, animals, the wind, the rain, snow, summer, autumn, winter, sping, the stars... You wish you were this useful. You wish someone told you you were worth living. You wish life was easier. You wish wars didn't exist. You wish all people died happy. You wish religions weren't such a bad topic. You wish equality between men and women.
But it's not gonna happen. Humans are too dumb to understand killing each others isn't a solution. Too dumb to think that all religions are saying the same things. Too dumb to realize that feminism is stupid and that we don't need equality between men and women, black and white people, but between everyone, because we're all fucking human beings.
You sigh.
what if all of this was just a dream ? what if we're all blind and can't see the true side of life ? What if we're not living life like we have to ? What if we're all wrong ? what if ?
Tears, you can't stop them. But you're feeling good. Like you found the key of hapiness. Like everything is going to be fine. Finally.
sometimes we just need to let things go.
enjoy life today, they say, yesterday is gone, and tomorrow may never come.
Let's talk about hope again. Hold On, Pain Ends. This thing that everybody belive in. this thing that can easily fools someone. You don't have it anymore, do you ?
-x-
You stand up. It's time, you tell youself.
And then, you fall.
-x-
Get up, beca !
Chloe ?
GET UP ! Please...
I can't.
try...
...
please... get up... try !
...
please...!
I'm sorry.