Dear Alec,
I love you. When I first saw you, I knew I had to have you. I promised myself then that I would do anything to get you to recognize that. And I did. I healed you and all of your friends, I stood by and watched you obsess over Jace who I knew would only hurt you. And when he did, and you came to me, I held you that night. In the morning, when you woke up in my arms, looked at me with blurry eyes, and muttered those three words, I love you, my heart skipped a beat.
I just wish I could see those eyes again. I'm so sorry. I tried everything. But in the end, the demon blood drove you to insanity. You know, I've come to visit you, but your parents tell me you say hate me, and never want to see me again. I know it's not your fault, but it still hurts. I'm so sorry, my love. I miss you. And I'll never give up hope, because you're mine, and I'm yours. You just don't know it...
Forever yours,
Magnus Bane