I do not own these characters they belong to Fifty Shades Trilogy

This is my twist on FSOG: Ana has just met Christian. But just as they are about to start their relationship, Ana tells a secret that could change everything. Later a problem arises that even Christians money can't solve, and could strain the relationship to a breaking point. How will they make it through?

I am in his office, but even though there is a magnificent view of Seattle, all I can see are those gray eyes, those beautiful eyes. Christian Grey, a man who is so young, wealthy, and ambitious why would I not be so attracted to him? Sure I may have just met him, but as I try to fight his obvious charm, I can't help but feel a pull between us. An electricity that seems to make this office very heated. I can't remember how I got here, but I don't care. He starts walking closer to me, so very close, that I can smell him. Such a heavenly smell it is, but I can't quite place it, all I know is that it is HIS smell, and it makes me want to melt. He reaches up, taking my chin and tipping my head back to kiss me...oh please... just kiss me Christian...

BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!

I jolt awake and frown to find myself alone in my room in Portland. I hit the alarm to silence the racket, and fall back onto my pillow. I don't understand how he can affect me so. Part of it could have been his unexpected visit to my work, the almost kiss encounter, the expensive books he bought me (that I still very much intend to return to him), or the fact that he rescued me from my drunken foolishness and took me to his hotel, then kissing me in the elevator. I am at a loss. I feel so confused about how I feel. I want him so bad, but there is still this fear... I shudder that the thoughts and try to push them out of my mind. Checking the clock again, I see that my nap and continuous thinking about Christian Grey are going to make me late for work. At least I will see him tonight.

I know I told Kate I was hoping to have Christian make love to me tonight, but truth be told, as strong as my desire is to have this first real experience shared by this man, fear still sweeps through my mind. I have a past that I have kept to myself because there are things about it that I blame myself for, and thus have my reservations about my judgment. But there is no time for that now, I need to get to work.

Christian picked me up from work, and we are now at Escala. The helicopter ride helped get my mind off of my nerves, but they have come back full force as Christian pulls out the paperwork he wants me to sign. Looking at his eyes I forget everything else and all I want to do is to be his, and so what if I have to sign a few papers. My feelings for him are making me start to forget my fear, so I sign them. After I sign the papers, he takes me to his "playroom". The doors swing open, and what I see makes my nerves go through the roof. I was hoping that I could keep myself at bay for him, but I have a feeling that somehow, tonight, I will have to share my deepest, darkest secret. I have no desire to do so, but if this is heading in the direction that I believe it is, than I will have not choice.

"You know you can leave at any time Ms. Steele." He says looking at me with a look I would assume is a mixture of fear and concern.

"Christian, I don't want to leave, but I think there is something you should know..."