A/N: This is written for somebody. They sometimes go by the name of Lost n e Past or Bekhaz or Luna Moun. This is written for them. They are the ones who inspired me for this.
Disclaimer: Don't own Inuyasha. The poem (I Just Wish I Wasn't Such A Bother: A Sickness) was written by a friend named Yamagawa no Uta.
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I Just Wish I Wasn't Such A Bother: A Sickness"If I'm not such a bother,
Why do you act as if I am?
Why do you turn away,
When I'm around.
Why do you act like I'm some sickness,
That if you even dare look at me,
You might get it too.
What are you talking about?
Why do you hate me?
When two seconds ago,
You said you had always and would always
Love me.
Am I some kind of sickness your so afraid of?
Why am I such a bother?"
"Sit!" That word was heard all throughout the forest.
A young girl was standing next to a small well in a forest clearing. A hanyou boy, lay head face in the ground. Dust was everywhere. A huge hole lay under him and the soil had cracked for feet away.
"I'm not coming back! No matter what you say! I don't want to be here ever again! I don't want to see you, Miroku, Sango, Shippou, Kaede, Kouga and especially Kikyou ever again!" The young girl shouted at the boy.
"Sure. You know you will come back! I know that! You will come back! You always do!" The boy shouted back at her.
"I can't come back! I'm not wanted. I'm not needed! No one cares about me anymore. No one cares if I stay or if I go. They would much rather I go." The girl sniffled and began to cry.
"Go on and cry. Won't do you any good. I don't care. But you are right. It would be much better with you gone. You wouldn't be here to bother us. You wouldn't waste precious air either. You wouldn't eat our food. You need to go back to where you belong! You have no business here! Go back to your own time!" The hanyou yelled at her. The girl began to cry harder till it seemed everything would wake from her tears.
"SIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!" She screamed as loud as she could. She repeated the scream 23 times till she grew hoarse and had no voice because her sobs over ran them. She reached over and slapped the boy in the face as he fell to the ground. She then turned her back on him and jumped through the well.
The hanyou finally sat back up about 13 minutes after the girl had jumped through the well. He sat up and sulked.
She's gone! Finally! But, why do I feel like I miss her? I don't know why! Hell, she's just a wench. A brainless no good wench. But, it feels like I feel different about her. Like I should run after her. Like some long ago memory.
"Inuyasha, is she gone?" A shadowy figure stepped out of the bushes surrounding the clearing. She was dressed in miko attire. A white top and long red pants. She walked over to the hanyou. She gently helped him up.
"Come on Inuyasha. We have to get back to the village. We have to plan for the wish on the Shikon no Tama." The young miko tugged on the hanyou's arm.
The hanyou blinked his eyes as if he had been in a trance. He slowly turned from the well and faced the miko. He grabbed her hand and walked beside her till they faded out of the clearing's site.
"Such an arrougant jerk!" The young girl mumbled under her breath. She climbed out of the well and landed in the well house on the Higurashi shrine. She walked out and stood out in the miserable weather of the outside.
Dark, somber clouds lay around the shrine and all of Tokyo. Heavy rain fell everywhere and it never even mentioned lighting up.
The girl sat by her window, one week after the well incident. It was still raining. A huge typhoon was coming in from the Southern Pacific. Tokyo wouldn't get the eye of the storm, but the eye would come close. Heavy rain and some flooding was expected.
She sat and stared blankly out the window, think hard. The girl watched as the world around the shrine went on as if no rain, no girl was really there. As if she was not needed anywhere. As if, she was just an add on to the normal world.
The girl turned away from the window and slumped onto her bed. She fell into a deep sleep, remembering the conversation the hanyou boy and she had had before the world decided nothing was able to be nice and pretty.
Flashback
"Inuyasha?"
"Kagome, I have to tell you. Before we go into this, our last battle, I must tell you…"
"What is it Inuyasha?
"I will not use the jewel to become full demon or full human."
"So you will stay a hanyou?"
"Hai."
"Oh Inuyasha!"
End of Flashback
That wasn't the trouble with the world. Nothing could compare with what had happened after that. No one could have guessed. No one could have predicted. Fate had decided to play opposite day the next second. It had decided to let the girl have a huge heart break within all of it's strength. It had released all of it's power and evilness onto her. She knew nothing would ever be the same after that.
A/N: So how is my new fic? Ok, good, bad, sucks so bad you can't put it in words? I have read a few of those!
I'm working on "Get Over It" but I also had this little idea, and to get rid of it I decided to start on it.
Please review! Even if it is bad. It may seem a little confusing, mostly because everything isn't there. It will be in later chapters.
As for how long this will be, no clue. Just depends on how long I can put other ideas in here.
Ja ne,
Happy fanfic hunting,
~~~Y.L.S.
Not M.S. or A.R.A.