A/N: Hey first fic. Sorry if it's a bit naff.

I DON'T OWN THE CHARACTERS! :( If I did, Paul would be mine :P

Bella's POV

Edward fucking Cullen left after my birthday incident, taking my family with him. Carlisle and Esme my second parents, Emmett my big bear brother, Alice my bubbly sister. I missed them, hell I even missed Rosalie and Jasper. I don't blame Jasper for what happened on my 18th birthday, how could I? We were in a room full of vampires; his gift became a disadvantage when he felt everyone's blood lust when I got that little paper cut. Rosalie, she wasn't very friendly to me but I still missed her somehow.

When they left, it was like a hole was punched through my chest. He had left me in the woods; I was stupid to think he loved me. I was just a little human toy and he dazzled me. I wandered into the woods trying to find him, to beg him not to leave. No such luck. It was getting dark and it was damp, I tripped over the branches on the floor and curled up into a ball. I heard noises, like a low growling. Was I in danger? I looked around and I thought through the bushes I had seen two large golden eyes staring back at me. I did a double take and when I looked back, the eyes were gone. Was it just my imagination? Damn it Bella, he's made you go a bit insane. Maybe he was right, you aren't good for him.

I looked around the woods and started to get this eerie feeling, like a bad shiver. I wasn't safe, especially in the woods. I started walking; I didn't know where I was going. I was lost. Just great, clever Bella… trust you to get lost in the woods. I don't know how long I walked for, but I saw light in the distance. I just ran for it, stumbling on the way. When I got to the light, I saw sirens. What was going on? I was confused, were they searching for me? It was then that I realised I was out of the woods and back to the house. I looked at the front of the house again and seen Charlie with his fishing buddy Harry leaning over the car looking at what looked like a map. I didn't hesitate, I ran and whispered dad. His head snapped up just as I said it, it was like he could hear me from a long distance. He turned round and glanced up to see me running at him. He ran towards me and dragged me into a hug.

"Bells! Where have you been? Do you have any idea how worried I've been? You're all muddy… hold of a sec, Bella…" he said sternly. Uh oh he only says Bella when I'm in trouble.

"Yeah dad, you know me I'm clumsy. I tripped" I laughed nervously.

"You've been in the woods haven't you Bella? What have I told you about going into the woods on your own? Do you not even realise how dangerous it could be?" He sighed while pinching the bridge of his nose.

"But dad, I was with Edward, I wasn't alone" I argued.

"Right, you were with Edward Cullen? Where is he then? Isn't he your boyfriend? He would have walked you back home if he cared about you." He said while shoving me a note:

Dad,

I've just gone for a walk, I'll be back soon.
Love you
B
x

I was confused. This wasn't my writing, who wrote this note? I don't even sign my notes likes that.

"Dad, he erm broke up with me. He said he didn't want me anymore and that I wasn't good for him." I sighed and looked at the floor. Dad remained silent for a while. I glanced up at him; he looked like he was going to murder someone. He was shaking slightly.

"Dad?" no reply. I tried again. "Dad? Daddy? Are you ok? You're shaking slightly…" I said confusingly. That seemed to have done the trick, his eyes snapped back to me and his shaking stopped.

"Sorry Bells, I just can't believe that kid said that my little girl. He doesn't deserve you kiddo. You'll find someone better than him." He smiled reassuringly. I had a feeling he was hiding something at that point, but I let it drop for now.

"Well dad, I'm tired so I'm going to head off to bed" I yawned.

"Sure Bells, since it's the weekend why don't we go down to see Billy and his son Jacob? You remember Jacob right?"

"Erm… wasn't he the little kid I used to make mud pies with?" "Yeah, that's the one. He's a good kid" I had a feeling he was hinting at something.

"O…K then. We can head down tomorrow. You going fishing with Billy and Harry? We're really running low on fish. "I knew how much he loved his fish.

"Yeah, sounds like a good idea. You can hang around with Jacob for the day" He said with a little twinkle in his eye.

"Right, I'll see you tomorrow dad." I said running up the stairs and tripping into my room.

A month later

I started hanging around with Jacob more these days, much to my dad's delight. He was a great guy, he was funny, caring. I would go to school and after school I would drive to the Rez and visit him in his garage. I would sit in his garage doing my homework, while he would fix whatever vehicle was in his garage that he was working on. We didn't have to talk much, or play music since I have turned down music when he left. We would just enjoy each other's company. I guess with Jacob, my heart had slowly started to heal. I don't know how Jacob done it, but he is picking up the pieces. But I think he liked my company more than I liked him, I only see him as a good friend who has been there for me when I need someone the most. But with Jake, I think he wants something more. Something I can't give him. I must have zoned out, I heard Jacob's voice shouting my name.

"Bella? Yo Bella? Bells!"

"Huh?" I blinked looking confusing.

"Bells, where did you go? I've been calling your name for like 5 minutes." He looked at me raising an eyebrow.

"Oh right, sorry Jake. You must have been too boring for me" I teased.

"Ha! Yeah right Bells, you know you enjoy my company too much. You get to look at this more than any other girl" He laughed gesturing to his body. I have to say, his body is hot! But I just don't see him that way.

"Sure sure Jake, keep telling yourself that" I smirked using his favourite phrase.

That was the last I had seen Jacob Black.

I went to his house a few days later; Billy told me that Jake couldn't come out to see me. That he had mono or some kind, I felt like Billy was making up silly stories to keep me away from Jake. Why? I thought he liked me hanging around with Jacob, I thought to myself confusingly. When I went home that night I asked dad what was wrong with Jake, he replied that Jake probably caught some bad bug and didn't want to pass it on to me. I went to my room and fell back on the bed. Slowly, I drifted off to sleep. I dreamt I was in the woods, it was dark and cold. I was wandering deeper into the woods, I heard rustling behind me. I looked around and seen nothing, maybe I was imagining things. I continued walking and then I had heard twigs snap, and what I thought was growling? I turned round and seen those brown eyes I had seen when Edward left me. The golden eyes got closer, I starting to slowly take steps back. A wolf had emerged from the trees. A russet brown wolf with eyes that looked so familiar. Where had I seen those eyes before? I heard another rustling behind me, another wolf appeared. This time it was a dark silver wolf. Oh shit, I was trapped. Come on Bella, find a way out. I walked into another direction and kept looking back at both wolves, but it looked like they didn't really notice that I was there. All of a sudden, the russet wolf lunged for the dark silver wolf. I squeaked and backed into a tree; they tumbled and clawed at each other. I thought they were going to kill each other.

"Stop! Don't fight" I yelled.

Oh perfect, now I'm talking to wolves that might not even understand me. Yup Bella, slightly going insane. But they seemed to understand me and stopped with a paw in the air ready to claw each other.

The russet wolf whined, while the dark silver wolf turned and looked at me. Suddenly, it was like there was a pull between me and this silver wolf. It was hard to explain; I hesitated but walked towards the wolves. I stroked the fur of the silver wolf, the russet wolf suddenly growled and swung a paw at the other wolf but hit me in the process. I felt the pain after I seen the blood.

A/N: It's a bit short. I'm working on it. Bear with me people! Review :')