Can't Stop Loving You
By hElLsHeLl
Disclaimer: I…*sobs* don't belong them! Square*sobs*Soft is. Hiks…I can't get over it! *sobs harder* my God, I need a therapy! *sobs*
Warnings: Mild Shounen-Ai. SxS rocks!! And no flame please, I'm tired of dealing with narrow minded people.
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I can't stop loving you
No I can't stop loving
No I won't stop loving you
Why should I
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Squall, since I met you, since I saw you there, at the corner of the orphanage, crying alone, I've been in love with you.
'I'll be okay, it'll be okay,' you said. No you weren't. You're not even close to fine.
'I can be by myself,' you said, again and again. But you weren't. Don't you ever get tired saying words you don't believe in? yourself. Tell me, was it true?
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Coz I can't stop loving you
No I can't stop loving you
No I won't stop loving you
Why should I
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'Get the hell away from me, Seifer!'
The word you always said to me. But, if it's the only way to make you says my name, then it is fine. It's fine.
'I'm on my pose,' Well really, Squall? What pose were you in? You're not even has a pose, Squall.
Squall, just once, please be true, please understand, you're not okay. You are not…fine.
Squall, tell me you're happy with what you are. And then, I'll leave. Please Squall, look at me, and say that you're happy. Say you're happy, say it! Say the word, Squall!!
Squall, you can't just walk away and pretend that everything's okay and say things like I don't care. Because I know you care, you care so much you lied.
Was is that hard to open your heart to me? Even just a little bit? I'm not asking you to love me back… Hell! I'm not even sure you know I love you.
'Whatever…', any other word, Squall? Can't you defend your options, your rights, your belief?
You can't get away from yourself.
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Coz I can't stop loving you
No I can't stop loving you
No I won't stop loving you
Why should I
Even try
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So Squall, if being with Rinoa makes you happy, then it is fine with me.
If making you hates me makes you happy, then it is fine.
If forgetting me makes you happy, then it is fine.
If they make you happy, then it's fine.
It's fine…
Because I love you. I love you and I can't stop loving you. I really can't stop loving you.
And keeping you away from me is good.
You may get disgusted with me. It's fine, really. But Squall, the one I can't promise is that I can't stop loving you, and I won't stop.
I've tried…
I've tried and failed. I've tried again and failed again.
I try and try again, over and over, but can't.
So why should I, Squall, if I can't stop, then, why should I even try.
Why should I even try…
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Coz I can't stop loving you
No I can't stop loving you
No I won't stop loving you
Why should I
Why should I
Why should I
Even try…
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A/N: I don't know what you readers thinking. This fic was born after I watched Phill Collins' video clip and done in half an hour. I took some words from Michelle Branch's 'Are You Happy Now'. Hope you guys don't mind. Tell me what you think. I know I hate writing sad fic but, it's the only one I can think of right now.
I like the verse, 'it's fine.' Because that's what people, even me, or just me… I dunno, always say. Its fine, it's fine. But is it?
I'm losing control here. Write me some, K?
Much love, hElLsHeLl.
By hElLsHeLl
Disclaimer: I…*sobs* don't belong them! Square*sobs*Soft is. Hiks…I can't get over it! *sobs harder* my God, I need a therapy! *sobs*
Warnings: Mild Shounen-Ai. SxS rocks!! And no flame please, I'm tired of dealing with narrow minded people.
***
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I can't stop loving you
No I can't stop loving
No I won't stop loving you
Why should I
---------------
Squall, since I met you, since I saw you there, at the corner of the orphanage, crying alone, I've been in love with you.
'I'll be okay, it'll be okay,' you said. No you weren't. You're not even close to fine.
'I can be by myself,' you said, again and again. But you weren't. Don't you ever get tired saying words you don't believe in? yourself. Tell me, was it true?
-----------
Coz I can't stop loving you
No I can't stop loving you
No I won't stop loving you
Why should I
-----------
'Get the hell away from me, Seifer!'
The word you always said to me. But, if it's the only way to make you says my name, then it is fine. It's fine.
'I'm on my pose,' Well really, Squall? What pose were you in? You're not even has a pose, Squall.
Squall, just once, please be true, please understand, you're not okay. You are not…fine.
Squall, tell me you're happy with what you are. And then, I'll leave. Please Squall, look at me, and say that you're happy. Say you're happy, say it! Say the word, Squall!!
Squall, you can't just walk away and pretend that everything's okay and say things like I don't care. Because I know you care, you care so much you lied.
Was is that hard to open your heart to me? Even just a little bit? I'm not asking you to love me back… Hell! I'm not even sure you know I love you.
'Whatever…', any other word, Squall? Can't you defend your options, your rights, your belief?
You can't get away from yourself.
----------
Coz I can't stop loving you
No I can't stop loving you
No I won't stop loving you
Why should I
Even try
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So Squall, if being with Rinoa makes you happy, then it is fine with me.
If making you hates me makes you happy, then it is fine.
If forgetting me makes you happy, then it is fine.
If they make you happy, then it's fine.
It's fine…
Because I love you. I love you and I can't stop loving you. I really can't stop loving you.
And keeping you away from me is good.
You may get disgusted with me. It's fine, really. But Squall, the one I can't promise is that I can't stop loving you, and I won't stop.
I've tried…
I've tried and failed. I've tried again and failed again.
I try and try again, over and over, but can't.
So why should I, Squall, if I can't stop, then, why should I even try.
Why should I even try…
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Coz I can't stop loving you
No I can't stop loving you
No I won't stop loving you
Why should I
Why should I
Why should I
Even try…
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A/N: I don't know what you readers thinking. This fic was born after I watched Phill Collins' video clip and done in half an hour. I took some words from Michelle Branch's 'Are You Happy Now'. Hope you guys don't mind. Tell me what you think. I know I hate writing sad fic but, it's the only one I can think of right now.
I like the verse, 'it's fine.' Because that's what people, even me, or just me… I dunno, always say. Its fine, it's fine. But is it?
I'm losing control here. Write me some, K?
Much love, hElLsHeLl.