HEY! Did ya miss my old Songfic style of writing? Well here you go: Good old Spill Canvas wouldn't even leave me alone as a slept…Seriously I dreamed of this all one night long and I just HAD to put it on paper so to speak…

Title: Self-Conclusion (I'm new to Spill Canvas so yeah…This is one of my two faves….)

Author: Shinju Tori

Pairing(s): Past! Kaku/Paulie and suggested Jyabara/Kaku

Genre: ...Seriously I don't know what to put most of my stories down as...

Summary: Kaku considers what he feels is all he can do…Post-Enies Lobby

Disclaimer: Don't own OP if I did Paulie and Kaku would be making out when they go drinkin...REALLY O_o


Self Conclusion

Fade in, start the scene

Enter beautiful girl But things are not what they seem

As we stand at the edge of the world

Let's-begin-the-story-now~!

Kaku walked through St. Poplar numbly.

Unconsciously his feet led him to the top of the highest building in the city.

He had loved heights…the thrill of jumping down and getting caught by…

STOP.

He couldn't think of that…

Kaku stared down and a few tears ran down his cheeks as he realized that all he had to do was jump…

No Geppou, just smooth sailing to the pavement below…

Maybe one or two people would cry for him...

He doubted it though...

He took a step forwards when a familiar arm blocked his way.

Kaku blankly stared at Jyabara before slowly saying:

"Excuse me, sir,

But I have plans to die tonight

Oh, and you are directly in my way

And I bet you're gonna say it's not right…"

Jyabara frowned and replied, not lowering his arm:

"Excuse me, miss

But do you have the slightest clue

Of exactly what you just said to me,

And exactly who you're talking to?"

Kaku shook his head before saying:

"I don't care, you don't even know me!"

Jyabara rubbed the back of his neck with his hand that wasn't holding Kaku back:

"I know but I'd like to change that soon, hopefully…

Yeah, we all flirt with the tiniest notion

Of self conclusion in one simplified motion,

You see the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it

No matter how unbearable this misery gets!"

Kaku closed his eyes and whispered imagining Paulie smiling at him…

Kissing him…

Hugging him…

Making love to him…:

"You make it sound so easy to be alive…

But tell me, how am I supposed to seize this day

When everything inside me has died?"

Jyabara gently took Kaku's face into his hands as he gave his reply:

"Trust me, boy

I know your legs are pleading to leap,

But I offer you this easy choice:

Instead of dying, living with me…"

Kaku punched Jyabara in the face, almost knocking both of them off the roof as he yelled:

"Are you crazy? You don't even know me!"

Jyabara sadly smiled and repeated his previous words:

"I know, but I'd like to change that soon hopefully…

Yeah, we all flirt with the tiniest notion

Of self conclusion in one simplified motion,

You see the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it

No matter how unbearable this misery gets!"

Jyabara gently shook Kaku's shoulders as he spoke before stepping to the side:

"I would be lying if I said that things would never get rough

And all this cliché motivation, it could never be enough

I could stand here all night trying to convince you

But what good would that do?

My offer stands, and you must choose!"

Kaku looked back and forth between the edge and Jyabara before sighing and falling to his knees, saying:

"All right, you win, but I only give you one night

To prove yourself to be better than my attempt at flight…

I swear to god if you hurt me I will leap!

I will toss myself from these very roofs

And you'll never see it coming!"

Jyabara gave him a wry smile before walking past Kaku softly saying:

"Settle, precious, I know what you're going through

Just ten minutes before you got here I was gonna jump too…"

Kaku stared stunned at Jyabara's back as he softly repeated those words before following:

"Yeah we all flirt with the tiniest notion,

Of self conclusion in one simplified motion…

You see the trick is that you're never supposed act on it

No matter how unbearable this misery gets…"

FIN

DAWWW~! LONG LIVE THE JYA/KAKU LOVE~! (BYW when I type a couple, whoever's name comes first is the guy of the pair...even if it's a chick ;D)