The cry goes out.

"There's an attack! We need your help!"

I close my communicator and sigh, alone in my apartment.

"Another enemy...another day of seeing him with her..."

I know I shouldn't be jealous, it's their destiny...but my heart won't stop bleeding...I raise my transformation wand above my head and cry.

"Pluto Planet Power! Make up!"

Make up...those two words.

I wear make up every moment of my life. But it's not blush or lipstick, or any of those silly cosmetics. I make up my soul, my feelings, I hide them. My emotions...

The sands of time wrap around my body and transform me into a Sailor Senshi, one of the protectors of the Sol System.

My keys hang on a chain around my waist and clink together every time I move. I grip the the Garnet Rod tightly in my hand and teleport to the place of the attack. I see him, the man I love and my cheeks flush.

Happiness flows through me only to be crushed to see Sailor Moon, the future queen of the Earth embrace him.

Tuxedo Kamen, Mamoru, Prince Endymion...

The youma deflects Neptune's attack back at her and sends her crashing into a wall. As Uranus goes to check on her love I rush at the youma and let all my pain, sadness, and anger into my attack.

"CHRONOS TYPHOON!"

The attack hits the monster dead on but does not kill it, only Sailor Moon has the power to do that. I step away to join my fellow Outer Senshi and she attacks.

"Moon gorgeous...MEDITATION!"

The beam hits the youma and it turns to ash, dead, destroyed, the day is saved again. All the Senshi surround the Princess and praise her, nobody seems care that I helped...Tuxedo Kamen...he kisses her and I feel my fragile heart break even more. With tears streaming down my cheeks I teleport back to my apartment before Saturn can ask me why I am crying...

Hours later, I stare out at the night sky, sometimes I think about going back to the Gates of Time, but I'd be alone then. All alone. I hate being alone. Besides...it's my duty to protect the Princess, I cannot abandon her...or him...

Tuxedo Kamen

Mamoru

Prince Endymion

My love...