Storie Notes: On the eve of her wedding a desperate Bella sends a letter to Jacob. Sealing it with a kiss she sends the note with Charlie and waits...
Dear Jacob,
I'm sorry. I never deserved your love but you gave it to me anyway. I tried to return it but my heart clung to the hope that it would once again have Edward to hold it and now here he is. I know you think I shouldn't forgive him for what he's done and sometimes I wonder if you're right, but I love him Jake. And I'll always forgive him for what he's done. If my life took its natural course and no mythical creatures were involved, you're probably right; I might have been in your arms now. But I'm not on that course, I've veered far from it and I don't remember the way back.
I'll always love you…in a way. But my heart belongs to Edward and I'm a prisoner to his needs. I'll always want you in my life, but not in the way you want me. Not as a boyfriend. Not as a mate. But as a friend. My best friend. I know he's there; he just won't talk to me. I wish he would though; I'd love to see him again.
I write this to you on the eve of my wedding and I hope it gets to you soon. I wish with all my hope that I'll see you tomorrow. If you decide to come I won't be hard to miss. I'll be the one in the white dress. And I'll be the one waiting for her best friend.
With love and hope,
Isabella Marie Swan (Bells)