The original characters from the twilight saga belong to stephanie meyer.

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SPOV.

The attic was dusty, and way too dirty.

"Mom you got to be kiddin' me, do you really want to clean up this mess now?" My mom gave me that rare smile that I always hated. It said; you know that I want to do it now because I already told you. I sighted and gave up, I sat down and pulled the first box near. When I opened it, a mouse jumped out and ran away. "Great just great" I mumbled irritated.

"This really big wolf isn't afraid of a little mouse is he?" My mom teased, and I gave her a low growl back in return.I turned my attention on the old box again. It was filled with clothes and books. The clothes were half rotten and so were the books, a real case of a mouse problem. So I threw the whole box in the garbage can. I grabbed the next bag en cut through the plastic. A whole collection of plushies fell out.

"Aww Leah's plushie collection" My mom said while going back to her memories.

"Did Leah had a plushie collection?" I asked surprised, not knowing that my sister had such a soft side. My mom nodded, and I picked up a bear. His eyes were scratched out, and his arms and legs were ripped off. I took that soft side back, totally.

"Do you want to keep these?" I asked my mom and she nodded.

"Maybe we could give these to her kids someday" Poor kids, they probably will get nightmares from this plushies, but I packed them and threw them in the corner. Just 46 more to go, woohoo!. I was with bag number 25 when my mom suddenly let out a small sight, I stood up and walked towards her.

"What's up mom?"

"look your childhood pictures!" She said happily. I wasn't so happy with his because it meant hours and hours watching photo's. I was right because when we were finally done, and I wanted to go to bed my mom called me to the livingroom.

"Will you please help me out with sorting the pictures?" she asked with a smile.

"Can't you do that with Leah?" i asked a bit irritated. I didn't liked that sort of girl stuff.

"Ohh sure I'll ask her" my mom turned her eyes away this time when she spoke. I sighted and sat down next to her.

"ohh mom you know I don't mean it that way i'm just a little tired" She nodded and turned around so that she was facing me.

"i just hoped.. we could spent a little time together... you're always gone and patrolling, it's been so long since we did something together"

"okay mom"

I picked up the first photo, i picture of my and dad. It stung a little when I stared at it. My dad was swinging me up, and I was laughing. My mom and Leah were sitting on the couch both with a smile on their faces. we looked happy, we really did. Quickly I laid it down, passing on to a other one. I didn't wanted to think about dad, because it still hurts so much. I blinked twice forcing the tears away that were burning behind my eyes. I didn't wanted to cry in front of mom, she was already so insecure.. She tried to give us everything but she just couldn't and she found it really hard to accept that. She tried so hard.. I found her sometimes crying on the kitchentable, when I walked in she quickly wiped the tears away. She just wouldn't talk to me about it. No she couldn't talk to me about it, I was still her babyboy even though I was bigger then her, and almost 18. Shestill wanted to protect me, and do everything she could for me, not letting me see her hurt because I still needed to think she was invincible. well at least that was what she thought. It was only now that I noticed my mom was getting some grey hairs.. I bend over and kissed her cheek.

"I love you mom"

She smiled, and kissed me back.

"I love you too"

I picked up and other photograph, one of me making my first steps. I laid it on the table and picked up an other one, I watched my mom, who really seemed to enjoy this.

"Look at this!" She said happily and showed me a picture of me and a little girl, we stood hand in hand. All I could do was stare at that picture, every cell of my body was reaction to it. Even thought the picture turned yellow, I could still see she had beautiful blond hairs, and eyes green as young grass. I could almost imagine how it would feel to drown in them, how soft her hair would feel when I would run my fingers through it. Her ringing laugh would fill my ears, her warm lips on mine.. her hands in mine hands. She was soo perfect, just soo perfect. The way she smiled, was like an angel.

"Seth hunny what's wrong?" My mom ripped my out of my trance by shaking my shoulders. I blinked a few times and shook my head.

"it's nothing mom, it's just I think I just imprinted.." my confused voice told her. My mom's eyes got big, and seemed to plop out of her head. Slowly she glanced up to my face then to the photo and then back up to me again.

"You imprinted on a photograph?"

"No ofcourse not mom, I've imprinted on the girl on the photograph"

"I know" She said teasingly, and smirked widely. After that she gave me a huge hug, even though I was a werewolf and I had great strength this hug was really crushing.

"Mom pl-" I swallowed in my sentence and hugged her back.

"Ohh I'm really happy for you Seth!" She whispered in my ear, but her voice wasn't like normal.

"Mom are you crying?" I asked surprised. She shook her head so quickly it was way to obvious that she was lying. I laid my hand on her cheek and smiled.

"Could you tell me some more about her?" I asked pleading and used my puppy eyes. Nobody could resist my puppy eyes, except Leah, but she was just weird.

"about AJ, can't you remember then Seth?"

I shook my head, I really couldn't remember, somewhere it ringed a bell, but I just couldn't tell..

"well her real name is Allice nda Jessica Tonner, but we just called her AJ, because she hated it when you used her real name. She had quite some Attitude you know, but in the good way. She came her often, because she was living nearby. You were the closet friends, and where she was were you, and were you were she was. You were both very young at that time, I think she was about five or six, and you were seven or eight. She was really a cute girl you know, always very sweet and very polite, but unfortunately she moved away when Amy died, Amy was her mom and sam's younger sister."

"Is she one of us then?"

"I don't know, I didn't think so, because far as I know Amy couldn't change and Richard her dad was just a normal townman"

"Do you know anything more about her?" I begged, wanting to know everything about this mystery girl. But my mom shook her head.

"I'm afraid not Seth, To be honest I think Sam doesn't have any contact with her either.. She could be anywhere now.."

"I'll find her mom, for sure" I assured her.

"I'll go talk to Sam straight away!" I jumped of the couch but my mom grabbed my hand.

"I don't think so mister, you need some sleep"

I grinned and gave in, I was really tired. It could wait for a few hours more, because when I found her we would have forever.

I kissed my mom goodnight and walked upstairs. I took my shirt and pants off and got into my bed. That night I dreamed

about a long time ago, or maybe it was just my imagination.. I didn't cared really because it was great.

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I'm six now Seth, she showed me six fingers.

"This are six fingers right?"

I stretched out my own little hand and started counting.

"one"

"two"

"three"

"four"

"five"

"six"

She laughed,

"you already knew it were six fingers!"

I heard myself laugh now too,

"You know.. my daddy forgot about me.. since mommy died he doesn't have any time for me anymore, and when he comes home she can't walk anymore, and he's talking real funny"

"But I got a present for you!" I said and took her hand 'come on!.' We walked towards my house and my mom came out a swung AJ up in her arms.

"There's the birthday girl" She smiled while AJ threw her arms around her neck.

"Hello miss Clearwater, how are you today?" Her little cute voice asked my mom.

"Ohh i'm fine, and what about you?"

"I'm okay miss clearwater thank you for asking" I already ran inside and took the little packige that I wrapped into giftpaper. I did it all by myself and I was quite proud of my work.

"Look AJ, for you!" I got you a present, I did the gift paper all by myself!" She took the package really careful and slowly opened it. Two little hairclips with ladybugs came out. Her eyes widened and her mouth fell open.

"are they really for me?" She asked me with those beautiful big green eyes. I nodded and she clutched them in her fist and held them against her chest, against her heart.

"Thank you so much!" She cried and putted them in her beautiful blond hairs.

"I made you a cake AJ" my mom told her when she sat down on one knee, Her mouth fell open again.

"A real cake?! for me!?" My mom nodded and AJ ran in,

"LEE-LEE-I'VE GOT A PRESENT AND A CAKE!"

"LEE-LEE!" I heard from the inside, I ran inside too and a younger version of leah walked in. She sat down and AJ climbed on her lap.

"Did you hear that lee, a real present, and a cake!" My mom putted the cake on the table and lighted the candles. AJ blew them all out and after a few pieces of cake we decided that we were going to play outside again.

"Thank you for everything miss clearwater, and you too leah"

We sat down in our treehouse. She could have the only chair because it was her birthday.

"What did you wish?" I asked curious. But she shook her head, with that look that said; you know you can't ask that.

"But i'm your best friend, you can tell me!" I protested.

"Really, will it still come true then Seth?"

A bit guilty but still curious I nodded.

"did you wish for your mommy?"

She shook her head again, causing her hairs to dance around her face.

"No my mommy is in a better place now, she is happy there, "

"What did you wish then?" I asked even more curious, I really wanted to know what she wished.

"I wished we could be friend forever"

"But we will be friend forever!" I shouted, she smiled and putted it out her pinky, i took it with mine.

"pinkypromise"

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