My body isn't my own, and it hasn't been for a long time. Maybe I lost it when I almost died? Gave up my body to others?
First I was infected by Kuroto, game disease swimming through my body, building a bugster I never asked for all for the Dan's desires.
But I guess I did always wish for a friend, so the virus tried to help by giving me Parad. Someone to always game with. I just didn't know he existed for years after his creation.
I finally med Parad, knew of his existence and found out he was mine, or to say I was his. His host he could control. He took me over again and again, making me fight friends.
Now, he's a friend too, but my body still isn't my own. It belongs to my patients. Whether I'm losing sleep trying to figure out a diagnosis, being yelled at by parents as I try to check on their child, or even fighting with my life to cure someone's game disease.
I wonder if there was ever a point in which my body belonged to me, or if I've always belonged to others.