I am nothing extraordinary.

I have never been that pretty. I have the ugliest cleft chin. My eyes are the smallest things I've ever seen. And unlike most Asians, my eye color wasn't a chocolate brown, an eye color I have always loved. Instead, it's the murkiest and dullest gray I have ever seen. And then I have the thickest hair ever. I hate thick hair.

I used to be chubby. I turned to strict dieting and rigorous exercising. But, of course, the doctor diagnosed me as anorexic and told me to eat more. I did, and then the doctor diagnosed me as a binge eater instead. Make up your mind! My parents scolded me until I got better. So, eventually, I did. But secretly, if I ever see a feast in front of me, I won't hesitate to eat the entire thing.

I pretend I don't care. I pretend that I don't give a shit about everyone's feelings. I pretend that I'm heartless and soulless. I pretend that I only care about myself. I pretend that I don't mind being called a bitch or a slut, or even being given the middle finger. It's better to make sure that people don't know what you're truly thinking.

I don't understand how guys like me. I'm nasty to them and I treat them like trash. And I'm not even that pretty. But somehow, I got the criminal, the fat guy, the model, the musician, the homeschooled, and the Spaniard heartthrob to like me. And there's Courtney, Gwen, Lindsay, Bridgette, Katie, and even Sierra. Why me? They're so much prettier than me. I don't understand.

I never understand.

"Mi amour, why are you staring at your reflection for so long? I knew you were vain, chica, but not that vain!"

Turning away from the mirror in my bathroom in the Playa (I honestly have no clue how he got in, but I pretend I don't care and don't question it), I put my guard back up and snarled at the only man I loved back, but never deserved.

"Oh, like you didn't come here to do the same!"

The sixth drabble is here... It's the second to last drabble already? ;(

I really wanted to tackle Heather's sensitive side. She's my favorite character in TD, and even though I love Heather for her soulless self, I feel that she does have a heart inside. Do you really believe that she is that merciless without a reason? You can argue that she's just selfish, and I would agree because that's how she's depicted in the show, but I like to believe that it's more than just that. I like to believe that she's really insecure, and that's why she's so sinister. I think she's more of a deep character than people think she is.

Also, I had to add in a dash of Aleheather, because I know this is late, but it's canon. I need to celebrate.

So, yep, this was Saturday. The last one's coming out tomorrow! ;( Please review and favorite, and please follow me for more TD drabbles. The last one is TD, so stay tuned! Also, if you would check out my Duncney story Disgraciously Yours, Courtney, it would mean a lot to me!