Hey everyone! this is Durzashade22797 with my very first fanfiction EVER! i'm super excited but nervous too. i hope you all like it. this chapter contains MXM rape. don't like, don't read. please no flames because this is my first fanfiction.

Pain. Absolute pain. That's all i felt inside me as the bigger kid had me pinned against the shower room wall and had his way with me. This, and humiliation, for i knew i was alone, and without help, and that i was completely helpless against the older kid. All i could do is scream and cry against the kids torment. I was aware of other wolves around me, clearly seeing what was happening. But they were either too scared, or didn't care enough that a wolf 2 years older than me was raping me up the tailhole. My vision was blurry as he pounded into me again and again, causing me to cry out more,which only seemed to please the horny male. "Don't worry…...you'll get used to me soon enough, my little toy." i cried more at these words, for i knew soon they would be true. No one was gonna help me, and I was gonna end up his little sex toy forever.

How did all this happen you say? I suppose it's my fault. I guess I angered him too many times. But I couldn't help it. I was the kind of guy that didn't have much filter and would spout my opinion as soon as I had it. Once I even called him insane. I had spunk back then. But that only led me to this situation I'm at now. I felt him begin to tense up and start to pant louder and I knew he was close to releasing inside of me, claiming me as his forever.

Suddenly i woke up in a cold sweat. My body was all clenched up and felt like it had been for a while. I looked at my arms which were covered in soft red/brown fur, not to mention gallons of sweat. I then looked around to see my room all around me. I was just in my bed. I sighed and laid back down. I had that dream again. I thought. It had been close to a month since the incident with that wolf kid, and it was still haunting me, which was to be expected. I got out of bed, too wound up to sleep anymore. And went to look in my mirror. I saw me, with my red and brown fur, long untidy hair and fragile looking lavender eyes. All in all, a rather good looking 15 year old, or so I was told. They all said I had the looks of my father, Garth, and the eyes and sweet innocence of my mother, Lilly. A stark contrast, but nice. But all I saw was a violated young Omega wolf who was crushed on the inside. The agonizing pain from my dream was now replaced with a dull aching in my chest along with just an overall feeling of emptiness. It's hard to feel good about yourself when something like this happens. I thought. I started to feel the memories coming back. No! Stop thinking! You'll go into another fit. The memory of my violation was enough to cause me to go in to an anxiety attack. Ok, calm down and do you therapy exercises. My therapist taught me an exercise to calm down. It was to start with easy stuff about yourself you know to be true. Ok my name is Ryan Sanders. I'm 15. I'm an Omega. I live in Jasper park, Canada. My parents are Garth and Lilly Sanders. I go to Jasper High School. I am safe….i am safe… My breathing slowed back down and I started to relax. Actually, my real name isn't Ryan, it's Chris. Just like the one who raped me. I didn't want to share anything with my rapist, including my name. Therefore I changed it. Besides that we had nothing in common. He was older. He was an Alpha. He had black bristly fur and flaming orange eyes that showed he was not a good guy. He was, as stated, kinda insane and easily angered.

I looked at my alarm clock. It read 6:15. It was time for me to get ready for school. Great. Time for hell. I thought to myself. There were too many memories of my trauma all the kids who did nothing to stop chis from ruining my life. But there were no other schools. My parents tried to pull me out, but I told them to keep me in. I at least wanted a full education in my life.

I got to my bathroom to shower up. After I got out I brushed my teeth and combed all my hair downwards in a failing attempt to cover my face. I used to like to style my hair to attract attention to myself. As well as were nice clothes to look good. Now I couldn't care less about my outfit as long as it covered myself as much as possible, and I try to cover my face with my hair to hide my feelings. I grabbed my leather coat since it was kinda cold out and zipped it all the way up to hide myself. Finally I went downstairs where my parents were already awake and eating breakfast. My Alpha dad was watching TV and drinking coffee and my Omega mom holding my baby sister Cindy in her arms. "Good morning Son" said my father smiling. My father has refused to call me by nake since I changed it. Probably because it was weird to him to call me Ryan, but he didn't want to offend me by calling me Chris. I looked at him acknowledging his presence. After what happened I seem to have lost the nerve to speak more than a few sentences a day. I haven't even smiled since it happened. My mother looked up and smiled at me "did you sleep well honey?" She asked. "Not really…" I answered softly. My parents frowned at my words. I sat next to mother and watched Cindy in her arms. She was the reverse of me. While I had dad's red/brown fur and moms lavander eyes, she had moms pure white fur and dad's forest green eyes. I think the 2 make her look absolutely adorable. Enough to turn the corners of my mouth up slightly.

"How's school been son?" Dad asked. My mouth went back down as he asked this. Even though Chris had been expelled for his actions school was still a nightmare. Kids looked at me all the time and whispered behind my back. Sometimes they even giggle as they told stories. Even my friends treat me differently. They constantly try to comfort me even though all I want is to forget. Why can't they just understand that? But I don't get mad at them because I know they're just trying to help, and they miss the old me, the funny, dramatic, and slightly shy me.

The look was answer enough for my father and he frowned more and turned back to the TV. My mother rubbed my head before saying, "there's some toast if your hungry honey". I got up and went into the kitchen and grabbed some toast then came back to the living room to eat. Dad kept glancing at me like he had something to say, and I had a feeling I knew what it was, but I waited for him to bring it up himself. Finally after 5 minutes he said,"umm, son there's something I wanted to talk to you about…." My mom looked like she knew as well and kept her head down. I looked up at him to signal him to continue. "Well….a s you know this summer Alpha school is accepting new ones. And your of the proper age now, so I was wondering if you still wanted to go?" I knew it. Ever since I was 11 I was begging to go to alpha school. I wanted to be a big strong Alpha just like my father. Sadly my father kept telling me I was too young to go. Now I was old enough to but… "...I don't know dad, I'll think about it" I answered "that's fine son, take all the time you need. And if you choose not to, that's fine too. You don't have to do anything you don't want to do." He assured me. I didn't answer him, just continued to eat my toast. When I was done I asked him to take me to school and we left a few minutes later.

When we arrived he stopped in front of the huge school where some kids were still outside hanging out. I looked up at the school and wishes to be anywhere else. "Well, here you are son." He said. I didn't answer " well...just try to have a good day, ok son?" he said. "Ok dad" I answered this time. "Well, bye" "bye" I got out of the car and he drove away. I looked back at him for a second before looking back at the school. I took a deep breath and walked up to the school

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