It's hard to be near you, but even harder to be far. Half of my heart is missing, knowing you don't want me around. I wonder if you're okay, or if you are in pain like me. I realized what you felt too late. If only I had known sooner, maybe things would have turned out differently. Then again, maybe something will still change. Many things have changed this year, and it seems that trend will continue. I just hope that it's all for better, and not for worse.