Title: Brummagem
Date: 5-22-08
Authoress: Tempust Sylvia
Disclaimer: I don't own KHR! If I did, 8059 will be so canon, not that it isn't. XD
Category: Romance
Story Summary: We all know Yamamoto is your average, cheerful Japanese boy, aside from that the fact that he was a born hitman, as Reborn says, he is perfectly normal. But, what if these normal things in him are just a façade?
Chapter Summary: Yamamoto's thoughts upon meeting Gokudera.
Pairings: 8059, AKA YamamotoxGokudera
Warnings: Spoilers! Shonen-ai (BoyxBoy), kissing in later chapters, swear words, OOCness.
Brummagem
Entry#1: Meeting you.
"Dad? Dad! I'm home!" Yamamoto Takeshi said as he entered his restaurant home, "Dad, are you there?"
"Ah, Takeshi!" Yamamoto Tsuyoshi replied, "I'm here."
"Dad, do you need any help?" Yamamoto asked.
"Yes, someone just placed an order for a party."
"Then I'll help!"
As you can see, this is just an ordinary day for Yamamoto Takeshi. Or is it?
After helping his father make sushi, he retired to his room. Then, in his room, Yamamoto opened his desk drawer (With lock) and took out a dark blue notebook. He then started to write.
June 20, 2006, 6:30 PM
"Helped dad on making sushi for a party, and I kinda messed up on one, I placed too much wasabi.
Anyways, what I really want to tell you is that we had a new classmate today, his name is Gokudera Hayato and he's from Italy. This happening may sound normal but…"
Yamamoto trailed off, his eyebrows furrowing in confusion, pondering, thinking, of the heavy impact of the banal words he was about to write.
"I think that, maybe, somehow," Yamamoto continued to write, "I'm in love…?" Yamamoto pondered, but he couldn't think anymore cause…
"Takeshi! Dinner's done!"
His father just called him down to eat.
Yamamoto closed the notebook, returned it into his desk drawer, locked it, and then went down.
June 21, 2006, 8:30 PM
"My heart is beating fast as I write this. I thought Gokudera's going to get expelled. Thank God he isn't. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
I thought I had lost my chance to talk to him. I want to talk to him, but… how?"
Yamamoto pondered for a while.
"Maybe… I could get close to Tsuna first? After all, Gokudera was calling him "Tenth"…"
Yamamoto suddenly had the urge to punch Tsuna.
"Anyways," Ignoring his urge he continued to write, "I was meaning to ask him for advice anyway, seeing how he became popular and all."
Yamamoto put his pen down, kept his notebook, he then shut the lights and went to sleep.
The next day
"P.E. is always such a pain," Tsuna sighed as he heard them say:
"I'm saying you can have no-good Tsuna on your team."
"No way! We don't want to lose."
"He was amazing at volleyball but we know he sucks at baseball."
"Isn't it all right? Just join our team."
"Wait. What?" Tsuna thought.
"Are you serious Yamamoto? You don't have to let that loser in."
"No way, this is my chance to get closer to Gokudera." Yamamoto wanted to say, but what he actually said was, "Don't be so stingy, I just have to keep them from hitting, right?
"Well, if Yamamoto is saying so, alright"
"Score!" Yamamoto and Tsuna thought.
After the game
"We still lost." Tsuna thought miserably.
"It's your fault, no-good Tsuna!"
"That's why I didn't want him in the team."
"Sweep the field by yourself! And do it seriously." They said as they left.
"Maybe I should go home." Tsuna thought.
"Chance! Tsuna's alone!" Yamamoto thought as he approached Tsuna, then cheerfully said, "Help has arrived!"
After a while
"Tsuna… What should I do? Lately, no matter how much I practice, my average is dropping and my fielding is screwing up…" Yamamoto asked.
"Ehh?! You're asking me?!" Tsuna thought. "I want to give him advice but… I can't tell him about Reborn!"
"I guess, effort is the only way to go." Tsuna lied.
"Yeah! You're right!" Yamamoto answered. "I'll practice with all my effort!"
The next day
"Tch. That Tsuna!" Yamamoto thought as he stood on the edge of the roof, "Effort, huh? Is breaking my arm considered as effort too?!"
"Yamamoto! Stop! What I said was a lie! It's not your effort but your dying will!" Tsuna shouted.
"Dying will…?" Yamamoto thought.
June 23, 2006, 8:45 PM
"Dying will, huh? That works. Maybe I should use my dying will too, for baseball and Gokudera."
Yamamoto thought about this, then closed his notebook, and went to sleep.
June 26, 2006, 8:00 PM
"Gokudera talked to me today! Score! Here's what happened:
I was sitting in my chair when Gokudera called me out, then, when we got outside, he silently stared me down, I asked him about that and he looked pissed. I suggested to him that he should drink milk, and then he got angrier and took out some of his fireworks."
"Maybe I shouldn't have told him that." Yamamoto thought.
"Then, Tsuna came, looking relieved, and towing a kid behind him," Yamamoto continued to write, "The kid claims that he is a hitman, he must love to play cops and robbers.
He then asked me to join, and I said yes, I mean, how could I not? Gokudera is part of it, right? Then the kid said something about a "Family Entrance Test", I agreed, then he started throwing wooden swords that really look like knives, I successfully avoided it and then some time later, Gokudera started throwing his fireworks! Maybe I had passed? And he's congratulating me? Anyways, sparks started to fly towards Tsuna and I so I saved him. After that, Gokudera came up to me and said "Good Job.""
Yamamoto smiled, he certainly was going to get closer to Gokudera.
July 19, 2006, 9:00 PM
"I went to Tsuna's today, it was weird, Tsuna had called me his "Savior", Gokudera got pissed off and left upon hearing that. I was worried and wanted to chase after him… But I couldn't. Was I relieved when Gokudera came back, then suddenly, Gokudera called me "Yamamocchan", while grabbing my head and smiling."
Yamamoto smiled as he continued to write, "It took all my strength to resist the urge of kissing him. His lips were so close to mine…"
Yamamoto then got serious.
"I want to see him smile at me again, like that."
"I want to have him that close to me again."
"I want to touch him. To hold him. To kiss him."
"I want to make him mine."
Yamamoto closed the notebook. Then opened it again.
No. Wanting will not do for Yamamoto. He crossed out the last few lines neatly, then wrote new ones.
"I will have him smile at me again, like that."
"I will have him that close to me again."
"I will touch him. Hold on to him. And kiss him."
"I will make him mine."
"Even if it takes all of my dying will." Yamamoto thought. Closing his notebook.
AN: Well, this is my first fic ever; done for a request of a friend who wanted a possessive Yamamoto (I'm sorry he isn't very possessive in this chapter, and it looks like its 8027, but, I swear I'll make him more possessive at the next one!). Anyways, I hope you enjoyed it!
Oh, yeah, watch out for the next chapter - Entry#2: Wanting you! I'll definitely include more 8059 action! (It's hard to include action here because they just met. p) so next chapter will be different, I promise!
Anyways, I'd really appreciate it if you review! Criticism is accepted, only if they are constructive. Flames will be used for dying wills.