Chapter 1: Desire
I want him.
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It has been 4 years since we first met.
At first, he was an invader. He arrived one day at my doorstep announcing his future as my tutor. He kicked me down and invaded my life. He forced me to go at his tempo, never taking account my feelings.
He was a tutor after. He taught me how to stand up on my own. I got loyal friends as the result. He taught me how to fight, how to defend for my beliefs. He taught me how to live.
Then he was an advisor. He listened. He listened to my complaints. He listened to my worries, and he erased them all with a couple sentences (and dash violence). He advised me to follow a certain path... A path that may not be morally right, but it is the 'best' option.
But most of all, ever since we first met, he was a friend. He was my first friend. I trust him. He trusts me. We helped each other blast through iron walls that barred our paths.
But now... That's not enough.
I want his eyes, his attention. I want his curls, silky bouncing black curls. I want his body, his muscular body hidden behind his suit. I want his calloused hands to touch me. His lips.
I want him.
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But he's untouchable...
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He already has a girlfriend, my right hand man's sister.
I can't do that.
I can't ruin their relationship just to satisfy my desire, my lust.
Besides, we're both men.
He has only gone out with women up until now.
There's no way he would consider someone so useless as a partner anyways.
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Chained down, I push them to the corner.
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I first fell in love with him at the age of 15. Even though he was 2 and I was 15, I still loved him. He was my first love. I was 16 when I broke the Arcobaleno's curse. He was able to rapidly age back to the age he originally was at, unburdened by the role of balancing the world.
I loved him more when he was growing.
Even more when he reached his original state: 24.
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But he's untouchable...
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I continue to act normal, hoping he didn't see through my facade. This lusty desire, such desire is a sin. To lust for a claimed man is a sin.
... But I can't help that.
We are teacher and student. We are advisor and boss. We are friends.
There are too many restrictions... Too many couldn'ts.
"Oi, Dame-Tsuna, are you alright?"
"Huh? Yes. Sorry, I was just thinking about something."
"Get your head out of the gutter Tsuna. You've been spacing out too often lately."
"Ah... Sorry Reborn."
"... Are you sure you're fine?"
"...yes..."
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What a sinful lie.
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So um, yeah. This will probably be a three/four shot or something.
I'm busy with my AP exams so I won't be updating any of my fics soon though. If you want more of my works, then go to my wattpad (same username). It'll have some more there.
Either way, enjoy my lovelies.