My first Demon Diary fic!! Whoo hoo!! ^_^

Warnings: Shounen-Ai!! DUH!! It's Demon Diary!! It's nothing horribly shocking, just the normal cute DD fan fic shtuff...

Disclaimer: If I owned Demon Diary, well then...I'd make Kara draw Shounen-ai of Eclipse n' Rae in incredibly cute circumstances...like Eclipse n' Raenef cuddling on a bed, Eclipse in pigtails and Rae in a teeny weeny fluffy baby doll night gown, and Krayon in the background laughing hysterically clutching a camera...

A/N: This takes place at the very end of the first book...shhh...I may have some things wrong, but flame me if you must! By the way, this is what I think would go through Rae's head if he ever had a normal thought pattern! Is that even possible?

Watch Over Him Always

Chapter 1

Ever since Eclipse found me, my dreams have been so good! ::beam:: I always dream of him... ::sigh:: But, through the days, through my lessons, I get so bored! Life really is good other than that. I always look forward to when we have to touch for me to learn something. He makes me feel all warm and happy inside...especially when he's close to me. ::sparkle::sparkle:: I love it when he lets me rest near him...or in his lap. I feel so safe when he's with me. Life is so sad becasue he's gone, I was all alone to fight Erutis! But now she's my new page YAY, maybe he'll be proud of me!! I was so scared, but it was because I thought I'd never see him again! I thought I 'd never see him smile again...when he does smile, it's pretty! I lived through it though! I want to make Eclipse proud of me someday when I'm a great Demon Lord...he's so special to me, and I don't know why. He's very pretty but he's also so nice to me! I remember the first day we met, when I wanted to touch his hair so badly because I'd never seen anyone with hair that color! I remember grabbing it...and feeling so bad afterwards! (heh,heh...) I can feel it in my hands now...so soft and silky. Probably like his heart really is... He always smells so good too!! Like cherry blossoms and dry leaves...he smells like wind! Oh, Eclipse...

I feel something move in my hand, and it wakes me up. Scared, I open my eyes and SEE ECLIPSE'S FACE! But he's asleep?! o.O He's not laying on the bed...maybe he's kneeling on the floor? I look at my hand to see what was touching it, and his hair is wrapped around my fingers! I can't wake him up, or he'll be mad, but he's so close...I grab his hair tighter, and I like the feel of it. I look at him...his face is calm and... beautiful. He's so close to me! Why is he so close? O.o Maybe I can get a little closer? No! That's not right...but...no! I won't do it! I touch his face... He's so cold...but so soft! He's my friend, my teacher, and... so beautiful...I think I-. I move my face towards his I can't stop myself! (Oh no!!) And suddenly press my lips to his! Whoa! What am I doing!? This isn't right, he's my teacher for cryin' out loud! What would he say? But I really like the feel of this! I like this very much...maybe just a moment longer? It's good and warm and...O.O is he kissing back?! I jump up, scared, and I scoot back from him. I feel my cheeks burning. Uh-oh! What have I done? He only looks up at me, I nervously look away at ANYTHING! My eyes land on my hands...and his hair is STILL IN MY FINGERS! I drop the hair and back away more. What if he's mad at me?! I really hope he doesn't yell at me!!

"Uh...E-Eclipse...oh...um...heh! I-I'm so sorry!" My cheeks burn more..."It's just that...I...uh...I-I-"

Eclipse sits up and looks me in the eye. Is he going to yell at me? Oh no! ose ose my eyes, waiting for him to yell, or scream, say that I'm not acting like a proper Demon Lord...Please don't yell! Please don't yell! I'm so sorry!! I feel something touch my cheek, it makes me jump! But I open my eyes and still see Eclipse staring at me...but his hand is against my cheek. It feels nice! What?! Dang it! I'm not supposed to feel that way!! I can't let him know that I like him touching my face...I try to say something, but he stops me by putting two fingers on my lips...

"Master Raenef..."

Now I'm gonna get it...

"Have I not told you?"

You've told me everything, Eclipse! I'm just not a good enough Demon Lord to remember all your lessons! Oh, you must be so mad at me!! You should be mad at me, I'm worthless!! -_-

"A Demon Lord never apologizes."

I know, Eclipse! I'M SORRY!!!!

But before I can tell him that...he kisses me!! O.O His lips are so soft and it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy...LIKE A KITTY, only better!! But then he takes away the warm happiness and stands up, looking down at me all scary-likee wae way he always looks at everyone. I frown at him, hoping my cuteness will make him do it again, because I liked it sooooo much! I hear him take a deep breath.

"Goodnight, my Lord."

And he turns away from me, heading for the door. I don't want him to go!! I want him to stay with me, always...and he promised me that he would!

"Eclipse, don't go!"

He stops at the door, head hanging down, looking kind of sad.
"I must, Lord Raenef, good night."

He puts his hand on the door handle. Darn it!! I really don't want him to leave!!! If he leaves I think my heart will explode! Why won't he stay?! Did I do something wrong? It doesn't matter, I want him to stay!!

"Eclipse!" I yell. He stops pushing on the door.

"Yes, my Lord?"

"I order you to stay," I blurt out! Oh no! What did I just say? Did I just ORDER him? Great, now he's going to hate me even more!! I see Eclipse turn to face me.

"As you wish, young Master."

Well, if that was the only way to make him stay, then I guess it was worth it...but now what? He's here...in my room...not gone...um...Why is he staring at me like that? Uh...I know!! I want him near me again...so, how do I get him to do that? Do I make him come to me? Do I have to order him again?

"Eclipse, please come here," I say as nicely as possible because I don't want him to think I'm an evil Demon Lord master...I'm not mean!!!! Well, he does what I say and stands at the edge of my bed...saying nothing. I look up at him...he's soooooooooo beautiful!! His face...is so...pretty!! Eclipse... pretty...

"Lord Raenef?"

I blush again...was I staring? Dang it! Why do I keep acting so stupid around him?

"Nothing!" I smile up at him..."It's just that...oh...uh...Eclipse? Will you sleep with me?"

Eclipse stares at me, looking kinda shocked...then blushes!!
"Master Raenef, I don't believe that would be appropriate!"

"Eclipse! It's just that when you're near me I feel happy and safe. Sometimes I'm scared of this place because it's so big and dark and empty...but I feel better when you're with me!"
He stands there for a minute, thinking I guess, then he sits down on the very edge of the bed.

"Very well, my Lord, I shall."

I grab his hand and give him the biggest smile ever to let him know that he's made me reeeeallly happy!
"C'mon! Lay down! It's weird sleeping with someone staring down at you."

Eclipse nods and lies down next to me. My heart thumps in my chest...he's really close again...::blush:: I cuddle against his warm body sand put my head on his chest. But for some reason, it doesn't feel right...it's missing something...

"Eclipse? Will you hold me?"

I feel him put an arm around my shoulders, I cuddle him more...but there's still something wrong...Eclipse is tense!! Geez! Hm...what to do ...what to do....why's he not comfy, like me? I listen to his heart beat...it's really loud...AND FAST!!

"Why is your heart beating so fast?"

He gets a million times more tense!! Oh no!!

"My Lord...I-"

But I can guess why his heat beats so fast...because mine's doing the same.

"It's okay, you don't have to tell me if you don't want to," I say, smiling at him. I feel him FINALLY relax, so I snuggle more, feeling not so bad anymore! This is what I want! But maybe ONE more thing will make it even better...I sit up to look at Eclipse.

"Eclipse? M-may...may I ,uh...er...kiss...you again?" I feel the blush come up again...I close my eyes, waiting for him to say no.

"Yes, My Lord you-" But he's shut up by my sudden kiss! I don't wait for his full answer because I want the warm feeling again...I kiss him really hard and it hurts my lips! But then I feel something pushing on the back of my head...making me kiss him harder!! YAY!! I like this a lot! Then there's something wet on my lips, I open my mouth to say something, but Eclipse shuts me up and kisses me deeply....oh, this is better than before!! But I need a breath, and maybe Eclipse is tired...so I stop our uber-fun kiss.

"Thanks!" I say as I snuggle next to him again, putting my head on his chest.

"My pleasure, Master..." Eclipse murmurs.

His heartbeat is making me so sleepy...

"G'night, Eclipse..."

I'm feeling so sleepy, but so happy...Eclipse is with me...to watch over me always...never go away...mine...

"I....love...you...," I whisper...and sleep takes over.

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Yay!! Shounen-Ai!

Eclipse: You will pay, mortal.

Naria: You're just mad because I didn't write more lemony stuff, you perve!

Eclipse: Nonsense! What would I want with Lord Raenef covered in whipped cream?

Naria: O.o Yeeeeeeeeah...::cough:: perve! ::cough::

Eclipse: ::glare::

Raenef: I LIKE whipped cream!! ::beam::