I woke up feeling awful. I was shaking, breathing heavily, and terrified.
Panic attack.
I have been having them recently so, I decided to start writing in a journal to calm myself.
I hate them because I can't control myself. I sit there for around ten minutes before I finally start to calm down.
I look at the time and realize it's 4:57am. There's no way I'm going back to sleep so I decide to take a shower before I go to school.
I get ready and decide to skip breakfast. Who needs breakfast anyways? I arrive at the bus stop and see Max. Great... Why does he have to be here?!?
" Hey there emo freak! I think you missed when putting your eyeshadow on this morning. " He said snickering.
I ignore him and continue to stare silently at the environment around us. He doesn't keep talking because his friends show up. The bus arrives 2 minutes later. It feels longer.
I will be staying here for my whole school year. We have dorms and everything! The only people who ever want to be with me are Thomas, Logan, and Patton. I wish I were like them. They are so cool. But, I'm not them. I'm just the emo freak of the school.
We finally arrive at the school. I get to my dorm room and see Thomas, Logan, and Patton waiting for me.
" Hi kiddo! What took ya so long?" Patton asks.
" My bus got stuck in traffic. " I answer. " So, who will be our fith and sixthdorm partners?"
" Some boy I don't know his name. And well, we don't know who our sixth dorm mate is." Logan answers.
Thomas says " Let's just put away our things."
" Then we can make a video! " Patton says excitedly.
" Fine" Thomas says.
" I have stuff I need to do so I won't be able to do so." I tell them.
" Ok kiddo see ya later!" Patton says.
Thomas waves
" Bye,Virgle " Logan says.
I quickly walk passed them inside.