November 14th, 2016
Dear Connor Murphy,
My therapist told me I should write these to you as a way to cope that you're gone. Which I don't want to do for that exact reason. I wish I didn't have to cope with you being gone, because I wish you weren't gone. I wish you didn't leave. I'm sorry.
Sincerely,
Me.
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November 17th, 2016
Dear Connor Murphy,
Life without you is awful I'm begging you please come back
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November 24th, 2016
Dear Connor Murphy,
Happy Thanksgiving, Connor.
It's the absolute worst I wish you were here come back why did you leave
Sincerely,
Me
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December 2nd, 2016
Dear Connor Murphy,
Hey Connor. I know you won't see this, but I'm wondering how you are or how you could be here with me
Sincerely,
Me
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December 25th, 2016
Merry Christmas, Connor. I'm still hoping for the best which hasn't happened yet. I miss you
Sincerely,
Me
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December 31, 2016
Why aren't you here all I need right now is you I love and miss you so damn much