Hazel grace Lancaster was tired. She was tired of silently crying, tired of living without Augustus Waters. Even though she might be ''Strong'' as people seemed to think she was, she couldn't handle this. Gus had been her pressure point since the very day she met him. Unconsciously at first but later she had just given into it. From the day she knew he'd be gone before she would, it had slowly started killing her. Off course, these lovely days with him were all she cherished, but she couldn't shake off the undeniable fact that they were numbered.

And then her 10 had arrived, and she didn't know how to stop it. She had known pain before, but this was entirely different. She was aware of the possibility of dying from a broken heart, and sometimes she just wished it would come to her. But at the same time she banned the thought from her head. she couldn't , she just couldn't. she couldn't put her parents through that torture, could she?

So Hazel grace Lancaster kept going on, but the thought never quite lost the ability of coming back to her. It would find her in her most vulnerable moments, like now. Exhausted from crying she fell asleep, and when she opened her eyes, everything was white. It took a while adjusting to the intense white light, but when she had, she noticed that she was wearing her "death dress", which she miraculously seemed to fit.

"Hazel Grace". She heard a voice say, her favorite voice, one she had believed to never hear again. She turned around, and there he stood, in all his gorgeousness, in his "Death suit". A sudden realization had come to her, and like he could read her mind- like always- he smiled reassuringly and said calmly: "Don't worry Hazel Grace, you aren't dead, not yet , really".

Hazel walked towards him and wanted to kiss him, hold him, but he stopped her, still not touching her. "I'm sorry' He said. "You can't touch me. I'm only here to help you make a decision. You see, although I'm not very alive anymore, I do know what's going on down there. I hate to see you sad, Hazel, I really do". She smiled, "I know" she answered quietly.

Oh, and I'm sorry that I didn't attend my funeral in ghost form but they wouldn't let me! Hazel smiled, not asking who "they" were. "I can't go on Gus, I just can't. I don't want to put my parents through this, but you know I'll die eventually. If I don't die of a broken heart, cancer will kill me and to be honest I much rather get killed by you than by cancer. Gus smiled sadly. "Okay?" he asked. "Okay'. She said solemnly. She closed her eyes briefly, silently praying that her parents would get through this. She then opened her eyes and without doubt hugged Gus.

Needless to say, that night had been the very last time Hazel Grace Lancaster had fallen asleep. Now, This book won't end like An imperial affliction. Yet, there's not much to tell about what happened next/ There is no Dutch tulip man or even Sisyphus the hamster to worry about. I would gladly want to tell you that Isaac got awesome robot eyes, and that Hazel's mom continued to help parents deal with their kids having cancer. But the truth is, I don't know. Let's just say that Hazel and Augustus got their Well-deserved "little infinity".

So what do you think? It's a lot different from what I'm used to writing but I thought I'd give it a try. Needless to say, I just finished the book The fault in our stars and this came up to me. I hope you liked it, please vote, share and comment?

P.S I'm sorry if I made you cry, I hope it makes you feel better that I cried writing this as well.