I cant stand living like this anymore.
Hiding
Loneliness
Scared,
Scared someone will find out.
Flashbacks of that night flash in my head.
We were in an alley, I was about to do something no one every thought I would do. People always found me as the sweet, funny, witty, sarcastic, nice kid… but not tonight, no not even close!
"Eli, p-p-please don't- don't do this!" Julia cried out. I didn't listen, I'm done with her fucking lies and all the shit that's been happening!
I walked towards her slowly and tauntedly. As I got closer, the sharp knife I held raised slowly.
Julia gasped. "E-Eli just-just p-please p-put the k-knife d-d-down!" I didn't say anything, and I wasn't. I'm just gonna get this over with. I was about a yard away, and with that I charged towards her as fast as I could and stabbed her in the stomach. Julia screamed out an ear screeching scream, she screamed and screamed, but on one heard.
End of Flashback
I'm so afraid of someone finding out, its been 2 months since I killed her and they're still looking. I try to act normal while I'm walking down the streets or in school, yes I'm in school. Let me introduce myself, I'm Elijah Goldsworthy, I'm 15 and murdered my girlfriend Julia. Why I murdered her, ha, I'm not going to go into detail but lets just say she's gotten pregnant about 5 times and got abortions. And you wanna know what, I didn't have sex with her. Oh and there's more shit!
Ever since then, my life's been a living hell. When I hear police sirens, I freak out thinking they found out it was me, but I try and keep cool, but on the inside I'm screaming like a little girl!
Do I regret killing Julia? Nope, not one little bit! And I will get threw this without getting caught!
Failed Miserably right?
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