October 15 11:30pm

Another day has come and another day has gone by and my love still hates me. I do all I can to try to show him how much I care for him, but still nothing. I ask him how he feels about me and he wont answer. Yet, he doesn't say that he doesn't care. I wonder if he likes playing with my heart as if it was some type of yo-yo. My friends tell me to hang in there, that he'll come around, but I'm slowly giving up. Oh, how I wish, even for just one night, he would say those little words he doesn't say. Like "I love you" when we haven't seen each other in awhile or "you look beautiful" when he sees me for the first time that day. Even if he just called me darlin or beautiful once, I would be fine. But, maybe I am asking for too much... Sigh, maybe one day my wish will come true. Until that day I'll just keep on wishing and dreaming about the little things he doesn't say.

~Pucca