Not sure how many chapters this story will be yet I'm thinking around but could be more.

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Chapter 1

Lisa Cuddy sat in her office trying to sort and complete the new pile of paperwork that had been put on her desk; however her mind was on her boyfriend Greg House. It had been three months since she found him on his bathroom floor wrestling with his thoughts and inner demons on whether to take the vicodin pills in his hand. Since that night she declared her love for him their relationship had been going great, he was opening up a little bit more about himself, interacting with Rachel and the sex was fantastic. More recently though he had been a bit more distant and quiet and even though he tried to hide it she could see his leg was beginning to hurt, whether that was from the cold weather or the fact he had something on his mind she wasn't completely sure. Before she could ponder the situation anymore the man over taking her thoughts burst into her office.

''Hey sweet cheeks'' House said as he leaned heavily on his cane limping to the couch in Cuddy's office. He slowly sat down rubbing his thigh with his hand, all the while trying to ignore the worrying glance he was sure Cuddy was giving him.

''Hey, how's the latest case going'' replied Cuddy while looking down at the paper work in front of her. Knowing better than asking how his leg was and if he was okay.

''The ducklings are doing some tests as we speak to confirm my diagnosis and the women can go back to her cheating husband and pretend to play happy families''.

''That's good I guess, do you want to come over tonight I can cook dinner and we can just relax, Rachel would like to see you?'' She really wanted him to say yes and come to hers tonight, he hadn't been to hers for a while and she wasn't sure why, whether it was because of her, Rachel or just his self doubt. Whatever it is she hoped House could either talk to her or figure it out for himself.

''Ermm yeah sure sounds good, I'll come down to your office later and we can head to yours'' he replied as he slowly stood up and went over to Cuddy and kissed her on the lips. House made his way out off her office to the elevators to go back up to his office. He looked inside the conference room to see if his team was back with any results, when he found no one in there he went to his office to brood over his relationship with Cuddy. Closing the blinds and then sitting in his chair he knew he was being a bit off with Cuddy lately but he was getting a bit nervous and doubting how he can be the man and maybe the father Rachel would need if their relationship progresses. Boy did it scare him and most of the self doubt he was feeling came from his father and his childhood he had. How can he tell Cuddy about the abuse he suffered as a child, he wasn't the most open person anyway and he knew if he told Cuddy she would leave him and take Rachel away from him. People say that if someone was abused as a kid then they are more likely to be abusive themselves. House knew he wouldn't be able to live with the guilt if he hurt Rachel or Cuddy that way so in his mind it was just easier for him to pull away from Cuddy and make her see that he really wasn't worth the time or effort to make the relationship work. The sound of his pager brought him out of his thoughts as Foreman let him know they were in the conference room with the test results. Getting up and opening the door to the conference room he focused back on the medicine.

Patient cured and on the right treatment he put on his leather jacket, grabbed his backpack and made his way to Cuddy's office. As he got to her office he stood and just watched her as she was putting files into her bag. She was beautiful and he loved her and it hurt him to think that he was hurting her by pushing her away, and if they did break up he knew that she was a very strong women and would get over it and move on. Taking a deep breath he stepped into her office. Cuddy turned round as House walked into her office.

''Ready to go?'' she said as she picked up her laptop bag and some files smiling broadly at him.

''Yeah, I'll follow you on the bike if that's okay'' Cuddy's reply was taking House's hand and walking to the parking garage giving him a kiss as he got on his bike and she walked to her car.

An hour later after eating dinner Rachel was playing with her toys on the floor while House and Cuddy snuggled on the sofa watching general hospital. Cuddy was lazily rubbing Houses leg not realising the effect it was having on House.

''What time does the rugrat go to bed again cause you are really not helping me to control myself around the kid'' House whispered suggestively in Cuddy's ear. She grinned and looked up at him and began kissing him, just as House was beginning to respond to the kiss she stood up, picked up Rachel and went down the hall to put Rachel to bed. House grinned to himself as he pulled himself up and taking two ibuprofen. He made his way down the hall to the bathroom brushing his teeth. As he came out of the bathroom Cuddy was just coming out of Rachel's room closing the door quietly and smiling at House as they made their way into Cuddy's room.

''So we are now alone'' House said as he made his way to Cuddy and slowly kissing her, their tongues fighting in each other's mouths. House slowly started kissing her neck as he began to pull her top over her head. Cuddy's moans of approval vibrated in his ear as began fondling her breasts through her bra before he unclasped it and let it full to the floor with the top. Cuddy then removed houses shirt and ran her hands down his formed biceps as he slowly took her hands and guided her onto the bed. As she lay on the bed he took of his pants and straddled her on the bed. He began kissing her again as his hands went down to the zipper on her pants and pulled them down along with her panties. She could see his bright blue eyes shine as he took in her body.

''You are beautiful'' he growled as he began kissing her breasts, playing with her nipple on her right breast. She took this opportunity and put her hand down his boxers and wrapped a hand round his hardening shaft. The growl of approval from House made her smile that she could make him react like this. Taking her hand out of his boxers she pulled them down so they were around his ankles and House took over and kicked them off his feet. He returned his attention backed to Cuddy and covered her body with his own and entered her slowly and carefully. They both groaned at the feeling as he began to move and thrust into her slowly at first but gradually picking up the pace until they both found release.