A/N: Hello everyone!! I have finally figured out what my third choice story will be. It will be the sequal to the story that seems to be the favorite, 'Betrayal Reveals Love'. This one is what happens five years after the aliens left. So I hope you all enjoy this!!

Also, this is the only time that I am going to unleash two entries in one chapter. These entries are so short so don't want to waste the first chapter now do we?

I do NOT own TMM or the songs I use in my stories. Thank you all for the wonderful reviews and please keep them coming. Thank you and please enjoy!!!

Journal Entry 1: I See Her

Why did I allow her to make me forget her?

My sais are crossed together in front of her throat like scissors and her sword is an inch away from my heart. I was willing to kill her and she was willing to kill me if Kish and Sano didn't stop us.

How long has it been really? Three? Five years? Humans used to say that the years can make humans look old but what I see is that the years only made her more gorgeous. She looks extremely different but I can still see her in this new body. Her eyes are still dark red like how I remembered but they make me feel like I'm being sucked in. I wanted to be sucked in and I'll be happy with that choice. Her complexion is clear and perfect. Her skin looks so soft that if I touch it, it could be softer than any cloud that nature can create in the sky. The color of her skin is even paler than any cloud. Her hair is jet black, a big difference than the fiery red hair that she used to have but I didn't care. Her new color, to me like the shadows of the night; darkening my soul with dark thoughts of what I can do when I have her in my arms again. But I don't have time for that.

At the same time, we both lowered our weapons and just stared at each other like neither of us could believe that the one we love is standing right in front of us. That way I was able to see her completely. Her body has grown taller and she looks more like a woman for a seventeen year old. No matter if others say that she's too skinny or a little bit over the right size, she's just right to me. Besides her body that changed over the years, her wings changed. Instead of one white and one black angel wings, both of her wings are now black bat wings. Her clothes change color. It used to be both black and white but now it's all black. It also looks torn but it didn't show anything too inappropriate. I didn't mind since it looks absolutely stunning on her. Her shoes even changed from black and white to pure black.

I took a step towards her as I could see every memory I had of her, rushing through my brain like a human cable that is replaying an almost forgotten movie that was recorded. I reached for her and asked, "Ichigo?" I know it's stupid to ask that since I know that she is indeed the girl I fell in love with five years ago.

But when I got too close for her, she gasps and takes a step back. I pulled my hand back when she did that and I could see her eye starting to water up. She shakes her head and takes more steps back. She mumbles, "No…I…" She looks at her sword and drops it. Then she turns around and leaps up into the air, flying away and disappearing in the night sky.

A knife of fear and worry stabbed my heart and causes me to cry out to her. "Ichigo!!!" But she teleports in a black portal right after I called for her. I still stared up at the sky, at the same place where she disappeared. I couldn't think of anything but her, the memories we both created, and the hardships we went through to be together. Now there is one more hardship that we're both going through. Damn it! Why us?! When did it start?!

Diary Entry 1: I See Him

It all came back to me.

With my sword only an inch away from his heart and his sais crossed in front of my neck, I remembered everything that happened before. I started to remember that I never got the chance to really get a look at him. It's been five years and I can still see the boy I fell in love with. His golden amber eyes stared into my eyes and I could already feel my heart beating at rapid speed from his beautiful eyes. His dark emerald green hair is so long that it had to be tied back into a high pony tail that was held back by a dark red bandage. Except for the two areas in front of his ears that are still down and look like dark green rivers on the sides of his face.

We lowered our weapons at the same time as he stared at me and I stared at him as if both of us came back from the dead and we haven't seen each other for thousands of years. In fact, not seeing him felt like thousands of years instead of only five years. Unlike me who has changed, he hasn't changed at all. He still wears the same clothes but they're bigger to fit him. He still has the baggy shirt that reveals his waist, the dark red bandages on his arms and shins, the pants that just reach his knees, and the two black ribbons hanging out behind him. He even still has his black angel wings on his back. He's a lot taller than before and he's little bigger but he's still the same well toned, hard ass muscle alien I know long ago. The only big difference about him is his hair length, but to me the long hair looks just perfect on him.

His arm rises up and he reaches for me, calling my name in a voice of questioning. "Ichigo?" Do I really look that different that he can't tell if it's me or not? So badly, I wanted to just close the space between us and our lips but my all of my memories are being replayed in my head. I was ready to close the space between us but then I remembered the reason why I stole his memories and sealed mine into two vials. I don't want him to see me like this when he knows who I am.

I gasp remembering that and I took a step back. His hand flinches back when I did that. I could feel my eyes starting to tear up and I want to cry but I can't. Not now because I know that if I start crying, I won't be able to stop. I shook my head back and forth to tell him to not come any closer to me. I'm ugly now. I don't want him to see me, touch me, or even call my name. But at the same time, I want him to see me, to touch me, and to call for me.

"No…I…" I wanted to say to stay away from me but I can't. Just thinking of the words hurts my own chest.

Then I remembered that I'm still holding my sword; the sword that I was going to use to kill him. I looked down at it like it's, now to me, the most dangerous, terrible weapon I've ever seen or touched. I instantly dropped it and look up at him. Then I couldn't take it anymore. I have to get away from him. I turn around leap up into the sky. With my wings, I flew up to the night sky, hoping that he can no longer see me.

But then he screams my name. "Ichigo!!!"

No! Please don't call for me!

I create a portal right in front of me and I teleport back to my home in the depths of hell. The moment I arrived, I collapsed and I broke. I couldn't hold myself any longer. I've gotten used to lying on the hot, hard rocks so I just broke. My eyes leak out tears and my voice screamed throughout hell.

How could this happen? Why did this happen? Why us?!!