Author: Chelbell

Spoilers: The end of S6 and possible spoilers for S7

Summary: Willow visits Tara's grave.

Rating: PG-13- let me know if I should change the rating.

Genre: Angst/Drama



1 In Your Eyes.



" I think about you everyday, you know? And I miss you. Everything was horrible and it pains me to know that mostly I was the cause of it. Sometimes I think that I may have been the reason that you are up there instead of down here, looking at me, making me feel wonderful. Maybe if I had listened to you, about the magic, we would have had more time.

I miss you.

I know you deserve to be in heaven, and I know this is selfish, but I want you hear with me; Loving me. I don't deserve it though. Maybe I never did. You were too beautiful, too perfect for me. But no matter.

You still made me feel wonderful.

Your face. Your eyes. God, those eyes. I could stare into those eyes forever. I can imagine you as an angel. You always were an angel to me. Everyone loved you. I loved you. I still do. I always will.

Forever.

I'm sorry, Tara. I believe I failed you…. Again. I most likely ruined my chance of seeing you in that great place in the sky above where you may be looking down on me at this moment. Sometimes when I come here, every morning, I get this awful image in my head that you are looking down on me; Spitting on me; Hating me. I told Buffy this and she said that you never ever would do that. I know you wouldn't. You were too kind.

I miss you…