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"Severus, honey I'm home. I call out him but I get know reply. Which I find really strange as he know I had a Healer appointment today. I found out we are having a boy and girl. I'm currently 20 weeks pregnant. I can't wait till they are here. I hope Severus and I can sort out what ever is wrong with him these last couple of weeks. He hardly touches me or even talks to me anymore. Each time I try he pushes me away. I don't think I can take much more of this, I Need him.

"Severus, are you here?" I try calling him again, as I walk to the living room. I still receive no reply. Once I reach the living its dark, I turn on the light to see Severus just siting there with his hands in his head. I walk over to him kneel in front of him.

"Severus, honey what's wrong? What's happened? You know you can tell me anything." I ask him softly. He looks up

At me with a sad and devastating look.

"Hermione I don't know how... I don't know how to tell you. I'm so so so so sorry. I was drunk it just happened. I didn't mean it to happen. It didn't." He doesn't finish off what he is trying to tell me.

"Severus it can't be that bad. Not like you would cheat on me, would you?" I say but by the look on his face it was. I feel my heart breaking. How could he do this to me? I'm pregnant with his children.

"Please tell me that I'm wrong. You wouldn't. You would never do that to me. I'm pregnant with YOUR CHILDREN."

I start to yell at him. I'm trying to stop myself crying.

"Darling please just listen to me let me explain." He asks in a sad voice. I nod my head.

"You know I love you, I don't remember much that night, it was that night we argued just after finding out we were expecting twins" he starts.

"Go on" I say trying to keeping an even voice.

"I went to the pub down the road. I just needed to clear my head. I only wanted to have one drink, the next thing I know is I'm waking up in shabby apartment next to a women." He stops, he looks at me.

"Who was she Severus?" I ask him. I don't want to know. Why did he have to tell me.

"Hermione I." He starts, but I cut him off.

"WHO WAS SHE?" I shout at him

"Ginny Weasley." He replies in a quiet voice. How could he, with her.

"How could you? With her of all people. You know what she did to me, what she is still trying to do. Why why." I half yell.

"Hermione, that's not all."

"What more could there possible be?"

"She is pregnant. She said its mine. I'm not sure the baby is. I can't find out till its born. If the baby is I have to be in its life. So till I know for sure I have to help her." He says. How can this be happening.

"I see, where do I fit into this. If you haven't forgotten I'm pregnant with Your son and daughter. We need you. But I see you have figured this out so if that's what you want to do FINE."

"Of course I haven't forgotten about them or you. Your my wife. What do you mean?"

"I won't be around to see you with her. I can't and won't have anything to do with her."

"Hermione, baby please stay here. I want you no I need you here with me. I LOVE YOU, I WANT YOU."

I need to get away from as quickly as possible.

"You can't have it both ways. I can't watch you be with her. You have made you decision. You have to listen. Not once have you said you will be here for me and the twins."

"Mione please don't." I cut him off.

"No I can't. I hope your happy with your choice. Just remember what you did when you see me with our children. We could of been a family. I thought I meant everything to you, that we would be together forever. Guess I was wrong." I say slowly walking away from him.

"No that's not what I want. I want you and our family. Please please don't do this." He tries pleading with me. I feel I'm slowly going to crack and walk back over to him, If I don't leave now."

"NO I can't." I shout to him before running to the fire place. I grab the floo powder call out the first place I can think of Malfoy Manor. I floo away devastating.

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