I know I said that I would have how Sabo joined Law's pack up next but my stupid computer deleted it. Fuck it! :( So here's something else that is like my first angst story. I don't know of anyone's read my Naruto works but I did this same one in two different couples. So let me know what you think. And I'm using this one cause I had no time at all to redo my story so I edited this one. So sorry…
You know being drag out of your house by your siblings, and force into a skirt, and tank top ain't how I wanted to spend my Saturday night.
"Come on Ace!" My brother Sabo exclaimed dragging me out of the car. I growled.
"Stop it!" I snapped pulling out of his grip.
"Well your taking forever." Thatch said pushing me forward. We were in line to get into this new club that they all wanted to go to. I picked up my speed so they stop pulling, and pushing me. When we got inside we found a table to meet up at.
"Let's dance!" Luffy my sister said. I shook my head sitting down at the table.
"No thanks." I said. She pouted.
"Come on it'll be fun."
"No." I said simply.
"Ace your no fun." My best friend Izo said.
"I didn't even want to come I was forced." I said glaring at everyone. They scratched the back of their heads nervously, and chuckled nervously as well.
"So you're just gonna stay here?" Sabo asked. I nodded.
"Ok well find us if you need us." Izo said walking away with everyone. I yawned, and laid my head down on the table.
'I'm so tired. Maybe tonight will I'll be able to sleep.' I thought closing my eyes. The song 'Love the way you lie' came on.
{Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts}
I felt like I was being watched so I picked up my head. Looking around I found the person who was staring at me. He had light sliver hair, black eyes, and was wearing black jeans, and no shirt. He stared at me for few more seconds then looked to his friends I guess.
"Hmm?" I hummed lying my head back down.
{I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight}
"Tired?" A voice I didn't recognize asked. I looked to see the guy who was staring at me sitting at my table. I nodded.
"Yeah." I said through a yawn. His hand brushed away my hair.
"You look like you didn't sleep last night." He said now caressing my cheek.
"I didn't." He looked at me,
"What kept you up?" he asked.
"My grandpa's home, and he can be pretty loud when he's telling me off." I explained. He nodded, and removed his hand from my cheek. I missed the warmth his hand left.
"So why are you here?" He asked.
"My siblings, and friends made me." I said lying my head back down again.
{I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength}
I started singing to the song feeling relaxed for some reason.
{Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts}
"You like this song?" The man asked making me realized I don't even know his name.
"What's your name?" I asked. He blinked.
"Oh! Sorry I'm Chase Smoker, and I'm twenty-six, and you?"
"Portgas. D. Ace I'm twenty-one." He nodded.
"Well?"
"Well what?" I asked. He chuckled.
"The song? Do you like it?"
"Yeah I do… but I just don't get it." I said.
"Well it's telling a story, and the video for it explains it pretty to." I shook my head.
"I know that but what I don't get is why? Why would you want to be with someone who hurts you?" I asked. He sighed.
It's like that for the both of them he loves her, he hurts her, she loves him, she hurts him. They can't get out of it no matter how much they want to… no matter how much they wish not to love each other. Listen." He said.
{Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah, them chills you used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em; never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, hit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em
So lost in the moments when you're in them
It's the rage that took over it controls you both
So they say you're best to go your separate ways
Guess if they don't know you 'cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her
Next time you show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window "pain"
"I don't get it?" I said.
"Promises. They promise to stop, the man swore to stop hitting her but she also hits him."
"I still don't get it. How could they love each other if all they do is hurt the other?" This was confusing I don't get it! Smoker chuckled lightly his finger tracing the lines in my palm.
"To them it was yesterday that it happened so today it doesn't matter at all…"
"But that's the thing why would you just forget it after what happened the other day? You hurt him, and he hurt you so bad, and why would the girl love the way he lies to her?"
"Ace life isn't simple for some people, and love… some people love is hurtful I guess." I nodded. I still didn't get it but I got it a little better then before. Love is weird.
{I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
Im'a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
I'm just gonna
[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie}
"Would you like to dance?" Smoker asked after the song ended. I nodded. The next song was love the second part of 'Love the way you lie.'
{On the first page of our story
the future seemed so bright
then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised
even angels have their wicked schemes}
I wrapped my arms around his neck, and he wrapped his around my waist. I gave him a small smile as we slow danced to the song. He pulled me closer to him till our bodies were pressed against each other.
"Should I try to explained this song?" He whispered in my ear. I shivered slightly his breath felt so warm against my ear.
"No." I replied. I bit my bottom lip looking him in the eyes. There was something about him that made me think our lives were going to change forever.
"Ace."
Smoker said tilting my head up more, and kissed me on the lips.
{Now there's gravel in our voices
glass is shattered from the fight
in this tug of war, you'll always win
even when I'm right
'cause you feed me fables from your hand
with violent words and empty threats
and it's sick that all these battles
are what keeps me satisfied}
I pulled away for air panting. His smile was so kind I loved it, I wanted to see it every day for the rest of my life. I pulled his lips back to mine. The kiss was deeper compare to the first that was light, and loving this one had more lust in it.
{This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me that you're awfully sorry
that you pushed me into the coffee table last night
so I can push you off me
try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy}
"Come back to my place." It wasn't a question it was an order that I followed. He took my hand leading me out of the club to a black mustang. The drive was quiet but wasn't awkward. He stopped at a condo.
"This is where you live?" I asked. He opened my door for me as I gazed at the flowers that surrounded the whole block.
"Yeah." He said. He put his hand on the small of my back leading me up the steps, and into the house. As soon as the door closed his arms were wrapped around my waist, and started kissing my neck.
"Smoker…" I moaned. He sucked, and bit my neck leaving marks I'm sure. His hands went to the bottom of my skirt pulling it up to show my thighs. I turned in his arms to face him. I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him down for a kiss that went to a make-out real fast. He picked me up wrapping my legs around his waist. My back hit the wall hard making me hiss in pain, and accidentally bite his tongue. He pulled back staring at the blood that was left on my lips.
"I'm… sorry…" I panted. He kissed me again. I licked up the blood from his tongue making him moan. He pulled me off of the wall, and dropped me on a couch. I looked up at him feeling nothing but lust inside of me I was hot, I was sweating like crazy, and I was so aroused. I stood on my knees attacking his neck. He laid me down with him on top, and started ripping my clothes off. Oh well they were Nami's anyways. After I had nothing left on he start taking his off. He attacked my neck again, and then he went down to my breast. His warm tongue licked my cold nipple making me shiver. He started sucking, and lightly biting it next. The whole time making me moan like crazy.
"Are you ready?" He asked me. I nodded wrapping my legs around his waist his member poking at my entrance. He shoved himself into me making hiss in pain. I bit my tongue to keep myself from screaming when he grabbed my face roughly.
"Don't hold back I want to hear you scream, and then I want to hear you scream in pleasure." He said then let go of my face. He pulled himself out of me then shoved back into me. I scream in pain it hurt as much as the last one. He kept that up making me scream in pain till after a couple more time it started feeling good.
"Smoker!" I scream in pleasure.
"That's what I want to hear."
He said into my ear. I moaned loudly black strands of hair sticking to my face from all the sweat.
"Oh Ace!"
He moaned. He turned us over putting me on top. I moved my hips to keep us going he met my thrust as well. His eyes would go from my face, to my breast, and back to my face. I leaned down capturing his lips in mine.
"You're a… perv… aren't… you?" I asked through pants. I felt like I was so close to my climax that my breathing getting harder, and harder.
"May…be." He panted to. He thrusted into me faster making me go over the edge. I screamed in pleasure as I released. I panted on his chest as he kept thrusting into me till he cum inside of me. Then we were both just panting in each other's arms. I looked up at him my eyes kinda glazed over. He smiled at me his hands rubbing my back.
"You were good." He said flipping us over again.
"So were you." I said. He kissed my lips lightly.
"Your going out with me." Again it wasn't a question it was statement. I nodded tiredly. My eyes felt heavy, and my body wanted to shut off.
"Sleep now Brat." Smoker said pulling a blanket over us. I let sleep take over me, and for the first time in a while I slept like I dead. When I woke up I wasn't in the room I fell a sleep in I was in a bedroom on a large bed.
"Where am I?" I asked rubbing sleep out of my eyes.
"So you're a wake?" I looked to my right seeing Smoker coming out of the bathroom I guess cause he was wet, and had only a towel on. I nodded.
"You moved me?" I asked. He nodded.
"Yes I thought this would be more comfortable for my girlfriend." I smirked.
"Your girlfriend?" He chuckled climbing over the bed to me.
"Yes you are mine now remember?" He asked kissing my lips. I nodded.
"I know." I stared into his eyes I was falling in love with him.
{Five months later}
"Ace are you ok?" Smoker asked me. I had just fallen off the step latter at our new home trying to fix a light bulb.
"Yeah… ow just sore." I said rubbing my back. He chuckled picking me up bridal style.
"Brat you have to be more careful with stuff like this you could've been seriously injured."
"I know Smoker I'll try." I kissed his lips. He laid me on the couch, and climbed over me deepening the kiss. "Smoker…" I moaned. His hands trailed down my thighs massaging them. Someone cleared his or her throat breaking us apart.
"Are we interrupting?" Sabo asked holding a box. I pushed Smoker off of me to stand but ended up hissing in pain.
"Don't get up." Smoker ordered making me lay back down.
"What happened?" Luffy asked.
"I fell off of the step latter, and hurt myself. Opps." I said. He shook his head sighing. "Be careful." He said.
"I know Smoker already told me." I said pouting.
"We'll start unloading more." Thatch said. Sabo, Luffy, Thatch, and Smoker's partner on the force Tagashi had came over to help us move, which I'm happy for but I can't help cause I hurt myself. When everything was unloaded from the truck did our everyone left. Smoker looked to me with concerned.
"What's wrong Brat?" He asked. I pouted with my arms crossed.
"I hate not being of any help." I said. He chuckled.
"Don't worry you could be plenty of help to me." He said seductively in my ear. I blushed, and moaned when he touched me down there.
"Smoker…" He smirked against my ear.
"Shall we?"
{A year later}
Me, and Itachi had been dating for a year, and a half now but something's been going on Smoker seemed a little bit angry lately.
"Ace where is my damn phone." He growled. I grabbed it off of the kitchen counter.
"Right here." I said handing it to him. He snatched it out of my hand roughly.
"Why was in there?" He demanded.
"You put it there when you got home." I said.
"Ha!" He laughed.
"What?" I asked.
"You just move my stuff around where ever you want you were probably just hiding it from me."
"What!?" He put his face next to mine.
"You heard me. You been doing things that just pisses me off."
"Like what!?" I demanded. He turned away from me.
"Forget it." He said. I was getting worried Smoker hadn't been himself why?
"Smoker what's wrong?" I asked in my normal voice now.
"Fuck off." He said then slammed the bedroom door in my face. My hand went to my aching stomach.
"Its ok daddy's just stressed." I said to my unborn child. I was six months pregnant I was so happy when I heard, and so was Smoker but in the past month he been so angry.
"Daddy's just stressed." I said again trying to convince myself. I smelt something burning remembering that it was dinner I ran to the kitchen opened the oven, and grabbed the casserole but the potholder slipped out of my right hand burning it. I screamed in pain, and dropped the casserole. It shattered. Tears slid down my cheeks as I tried not to cry but the burn hurt so much.
"What was that!?" Smoker shouted. He came into the room with murdered in his eyes. I held my hand out showing him the burn.
"I… I burned myself." I cried. I hate mood swings they were making me an emotional mess. He took my hand roughly examining it.
"How the hell did you do this?" He demanded. He grabbed a handful of my hair pulling it down.
"Ow! Smoker!" I shouted trying to make him let go. He stared at the mess on the floor.
"You are so stupid!" He pushed me. I grabbed the counter to keep myself from falling.
"Smoker what the hell is wrong with you!?" I shouted. I couldn't take it anymore. I felt pain in my left cheek. Smoker had slapped me, and hard.
"Don't shout at me. Clean this up." He ordered. I hic-upped.
"You hit… you hit me." I cried covering my cheek.
"Ace clean this up." He said again. I walked past him grabbing my coat, and purse.
"Where are you going?" He asked. I looked back at him with tear filled eyes.
"I'm leaving." I said. Before I could walk out the door I was dragged back in by the hair.
"your what? I didn't say you could leave."
"Smoker let go damn it! You're hurting me!" I shouted. He pulled my hair to him so I was looking him in the eyes.
"You're not leaving." He quietly said but it sent shivers down my spine.
"Why are you so angry now!? Why!?" I shouted again. He pushed me away making me fall, and land on the glass coffee table. It broke under me.
"Ace… Ace I am so…" I screamed in pain my stomach hurt, and it was bleeding from the shards of glass.
"OW!" I screamed again. Smoker picked me up carefully, and rushed me to the hospital. The next two hours were the worst of my life I lost the baby.
"Ace I heard I-I-I I'm so sorry."
Smoker rambled. I had cried for over an hour, and was nowhere near being done.
"Why…? Why Smoker? Why did you push me?" I asked. He looked down covering his face.
"I was so mad I thought I was losing you Ace… I'm so sorry I didn't want to lose our child." He pulled me into his arms his tears falling freely on my shoulder as did mine on his.
"I love you." I whispered."
"I love you." He said back. I cried for the rest of the day.
{Two months later}
I woke up late at night Smoker was still a sleep so I got out of bed quietly. I made my way to the room next-door the baby's room. It was all done it was painted, it had furniture, it had toys, clothes, diapers, and the blanket my mom had made for me before I was born, and before she died. The only thing it didn't have was the baby. The baby that would've been born within the month but… I lost it when Smoker pushed me into the table. I didn't blame him for it he was mad, and I made it worst by trying to leave. I covered my face trying to stop the tears with no luck just like always.
"Ace why do you torture yourself?" Smoker asked from the doorway. I looked to him trying to smile.
"Because it's my fault I couldn't keep it safe." I said. He pulled me into his arms shushing me.
"It's my fault for getting upset for no reason I promised that will never happened again Brat." I nodded. I nuzzled my face into his chest more staining his shirt with my tears.
"I love you." He said kissing my head.
"I… love you." I hic-upped again.
{Four months later}
Smoker opened my door helping me out of the car.
"Thanks." I said. I stood on my tipy toes kissing him. He led me inside the club my friend Zoro was having his birthday party. When we got inside Thatch attacked me into a hug.
"Ace! I missed you! I haven't seen you in the longest time, and I'm so sorry about the baby, and that I wasn't here for you."
"Its ok Thatch you were out of town don't worry about it." I told him. He pulled away giving me his kind smile.
"Hell let's party!" He exclaimed trying to change the subject. I nodded.
"Zoro!" I shouted over the loud music. He looked to me, and smiled.
"Hey Ace how you doing?" He asked. I handed him the paper bag.
"Happy birthday I hope you like it." I said. He took, and kissed my cheek.
"Thanks. Hey Smoker what's up?" He asked him. I spotted my siblings with a wave bye to them I headed over to them.
"Hey sis."
Luffy said.
"Where Law?" I asked he.
"He'll be here later on." She said. I nodded. After talking with them for a while I went to get a drink. On the way I bumped into Smoker.
"Where were you?" He asked his breath reeking with alcohol.
"Your breath reeks of alcohol." I said. He grabbed my upper arms roughly making me wince in pain.
"Where were you?" He repeated.
"I was with Sabo, and Luffy." I said trying to get him to let go of my arm. He pulled me to him.
"Don't lie."
"I'm not Smoker! Ow you're hurting me!" I said. He let go of my arm, and kissed me roughly. I pushed him away.
"Smoker stop it that hurt."
"Ace don't…"
"Don't what Smoker? Just stop ok? Just… just leave me alone till your not so angry anymore ok?" I said walking away. I could feel his eyes on my back as I made my through the crowd to the bar.
"What would you like?" The bartender asked. I put my face in hands.
"A beer." I said. He gave to me one saying it was on the house.
"Thank you."
"Fire Fist is that you?" Only one-person still to calls me that.
"Marco?" I said turning to him. He smiled his lazy smile at me.
"Yeah Fire Fist." I giggled. We use to date in high school, and he always called me fire fist when he was happy.
"Marco I haven't seen you since you, and Thatch graduated! How are you?" I asked hugging him. He hugged me back.
"Great, I'm working to take over for Pop's."
"That's great. But what are you doing here?" I asked.
"I'm here for Zoro's birthday."
"You know Zoro?" I asked. He nodded.
"Yes went to the same collage, and he is best friends with Sanji who is my friend!"
He said. Marco was always able to make me laugh no matter how much I was hurting.
"That's great Marco now that your back from new world we can hang out again." He nodded.
"Yes I would love to, and you can meet my new girlfriend."
"You have a girlfriend? That's great, and you can meet my… Smoker!" I shouted when he punched Lee. I grabbed his arm before he could punch him again but he ended kicking him in the stomach.
"What the fuck are you doing flirting with my girlfriend?"
He growled. I tried to pull him away from Marco but he was too strong.
"Smoker stop it!"
I shouted. Marco tried to get out of the way of Smoker's blows but Smoker wouldn't let him.
"Stop it Smoker! Sabo!"
I shouted when I seen him. Smoker, and Thatch ran over to us putting Smoker in a headlock. I ran over to the beaten Marco.
"Marco… I'm so… I'm so sorry. I don't know why…" I couldn't stop crying. Smoker had just attacked one of my best friends from high school cause he thought he was flirting with me?
"Do not cry fire fist I'm… ok…" No he wasn't ok he was coughing up blood.
"Your not ok Marco you coughing blood! Oh god!"
"Ace. Ace calm down ok?"
Izo said taking out his phone. "Hello? I need an ambulance my friend was just beaten up, and coughing up blood hurry."
He said. I held Marco's hand in mine, and looked to Smoker who wasn't around anymore.
"Where's Smoker?"
I asked Sabo.
"He stormed out."
I looked to Marco. Smoker would have to wait.
There's one part to this that'll be out soon, and Sunday I'll have Sabo story for sure.