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Kyo wasn't really sure when it happened but it did, he started thinking about something. You see kyo had always been told that his mother commited suicide and got hit by a train...and kyo never questioned it,...but now he started to wonder something. Why couldn't he remember it. He had never really questioned it till now, why couldn't he remember her death. Actually now that he really thought about it he had very few memories of his mother, and now he started to wonder why. After all there must be some reason that he couldn't remember it, it was a real mystery really he just never thought about it till now...and he was determined to find out that answer.

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Kyo sat at his desk, it was a saturday, he leaned back in the chair twirling a pen in his hand he glanced down at the blank worksheet that sat on his desk, he had started doing it but then started to think about this. He sighed and leaned back over the homework and tried to concentrate on it /alright .... [y= mx + b.....and mx would equal..../ he tapped the pen on the desk "damn" he cursed under his breath "stupid algebra" he said glaring at the paper, as if trying to burn a hole through it "I can't concentrate on this" he said with a breath "I'll just take a break" he said leaning back in the chair again. He sat there thinking back to his previous question "now...there has to be a reason I can't remember" he said looking up at the ceiling "the question is what's the reason" he said he bit his lip slightly in thought, "Well...I could just have bad memory" he said out loud ".......yeah right...the person who can remember a conversation from a year ago has bad memory" he said rolling his eyes at his own thought.

"Um....I guess I could have had some type of..brain damage...or amnesia or something" he said he sighed closing his eyes again,"this could be harder than I thought" he said kyo opened his eyes again running a hand through his orange locks, "yeah but even if I had a type of brain damage or amnesia I'm sure someone would have told me" he said he looked down "right" he asked looking up again as if waiting for the ceiling to give him an answer. "I guess someone would have told me.......but then again-" he started "there's a possibility that they didn't tell me" he said looking back down, he stood up and found himself pacing around his bedroom "I mean its possible I'm not suppose to know...for some reason.....that would be a reason for them to not tell me" he said "but the only way I would know for sure is, if I asked someone.....and if I'm not suppose to know then they obviously wouldn't tell me anyways" he said he looked up again as another thought wriggled into his brain. "But....if I ever did have a history of amnesia or brain damage...then that would be on my medical record" he said "and my medical record is in my file......of....medical stuff" he said and glanced back and forth not exactly sure what that was called. "If I got that then I should be able to figure this out" he said "and the medical files belong to-" he stopped "shit" he said and groaned "they belong to hatori" he said "shit" he said again "and its not like he'll just go ahead and let me see it" he said,

"I really gotta stop talking to myself" he said and shook his head "Kyo lunch is ready" kyo looked over as he heard tohru call up he sighed "I gotta stop thinking about this so much" he said walking out the door.

Kyo walked downstairs to see everyone already seated he sat down as well, lunch seemed to go normally kyo had started eating but stopped as he began to dive back into his thoughts. /I doubt he'll let me see them...but then again I might be able to steal-I mean 'borrow'...yeah that sounds better if I just 'borrow' the file while he's gone and then return it before he comes back, then it should be no problem/ he thought /the only question is.....when the hell does that guy ever leave his office/ he asked. /I guess he leaves it when he has to see akito...but when the hell is that..ghhh why is this so aggravating...but even if I did come when he's not there....wouldn't he keep them in a file cabinet....that he would lock.....and have a key for...that I don't have/ he asked /damn/ he thought again. "Kyo is something wrong" tohru asked the cat looked over at her "you haven't touched your food is there something wrong with it" she asked "no...I'm not really hungry actually" he said standing up and walking back upstairs.

He shut the door to his room and sighed again "wow this is impossible" he said out loud "I mean...maybe I could pick the lock,......oh who the hell am I kidding I don't know how to pick a lock" he said he started to pace about his room again "and I wouldn't be able to steal the key...hell I don't even know were he keeps the key" he said looking up at the ceiling again and groaned. "Well....maybe I..could just ask him.....I mean its not like he'd deny me the right to know about my own body" he said out loud he sighed again and sat down at his desk "alright its settled you'll go over there tomorrow and sort this whole thing out" he said with a nod and picked up his pen "man I really gotta stop talking to myself" he said and shook his head again.

TBC

alright so...tell me what you think good, bad, horrible please review this is only the 2nd furuba fic i've written please tell me if its worth continuing.