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Wednesday, September 1st 2021

Dear diary,

Nana Molly gave me this. I think she knows that I can't talk to anyone at school. The reason I can't talk to anyone at school is because I am in Slytherin. I thought my family was better than that. But no I'm in slytherin so I must be evil! Albus hasn't talk to me at school since first year, we're going into fifth year now. Last year James told the great hall that I was not his cousin. Yeah he disowned me. When I'm home no one talks to me at all unless it's pass the salt, or dinners ready. Right now I'm sitting on the Hogwarts express with my fellow Slytherin fifth years. They usually just ignore me, something that is very easy to do. I doubt half of them know my name let alone anything about me. I know plenty about them. Scorpius Malfoy, loves art and is pretty good at it, doesn't care about blood status, and hates his family because of their pure blood beliefs. Vincent Goyle, rather unintelligent, enjoys beating up people, and has strong pure blood beliefs. I avoid him because my mother is muggle born. Andrew Higgs, Quiet, Shy, likes to read, is now a prefect and loves to show off. Jasper Parkinson, loves to pull pranks, has to be the center of attention, and is horrible to Gryffindors. Olivia Nott, has a eating disorder, is obsessed with being thin, is now a prefect, and cares way too much about how she looks. Rhiannon Flint, is obsessed with looks, insensitive and a slag. (she has been know to sleep around) Eva Zabini, Loud, outgoing, needs constant attention and is superficial. Ruby Bole, is plain, boring, and mean. (she picks on first years)

Any way they don't really matter not to me at least. I really don't have any friends, no one knows the real me because no one cares enough. All of this started on September 1st 2017 when I was sorted. It was scary, Al was in Gryffindor, the sorting hat barely touched his head, Alice Longbottom was with him. When Uncle Neville (Professor Longbottom I'm not allowed to call him Uncle Neville anymore) called my name I was already shaking. The hat said I would do well in every house so he let me pick. I had chosen slytherin to make a point, that just because you're in slytherin doesn't mean your evil. That was the biggest mistake in my life, because of that I am alone, friendless, and hated by my family.

I'm not very pretty. I'm kind of chubby, I have frizzy red hair, way too many freckles. I'm 5'5" with sapphire blue eyes, and pale skin. Since I don't have friends I read a lot, more than Andrew which is saying something.

I have decided that today is the worst day in my life. To start off with my parents didn't say good-bye. Lily called me a wannabe Death Eater, not to my face but to her friends. Fred and Louis both pretended not to know me after handing me a paper that said that I am no longer their cousin. And mum told me not to come home for Christmas. What a great way to start off the year.

Later that night...

The sorting was boring as it has been for years, we got seven new students. I'm worried about Olivia, she looked sick and didn't touch her dinner, but she has lost weight. Maybe I'll try skipping meals. I'll start tomorrow.

A/N so what do you think leave a review. ~WeasleyatHeart99