Time Is An Illusion, Trust Is A Figment
I loved you once, what seems so long ago;
But I guess that time just moves to damn slow.
Hours and days mix and days and weeks seem to blend;
It feels like months since we've last been friends.
As time moves forward, the hurt you caused will turn to dust;
But thanks to you I shall never trust.
You said it does nothing, you said it's a waste, so for you I shall never cry;
After all of this, after the kiss, after you left, just tell me, Why?
I've been hurt, by some close, by some not, but you, you hurt me most;
Was our friendship real, or was it a figment, maybe it's lost, maybe it's dead, or just a ghost.
Did you ever even care, or was it a lie, were we ever friends, or was nothing you said true;
Maybe I'm just hopeful, maybe I'm a fool, but I know nothing could ever come of me an you.
I loved you once, what seems so long ago;
But I guess that time just moves to damn slow.
I was hurt, I got over, confusion, joy bitter pain, it all starts to blend;
Honestly, were you ever really, even my friend?
If I died would you care, or am I dispensable to you;
I loved you, more than a close friend, so much more but you never got the clue.
You hurt me, and I tried to hurt you in return;
I never believed in vengeance, but it's another lesson to learn.
I trusted you, and trusted others, all turned out to be lies;
You told me not to trust, I'd just get hurt, I'm always hurt, so why try?
Did I fool you, did you think I was weak;
Don't take me lightly; I may be fragile, but not timid, and surely not meek.
I loved you once, what seems so long ago;
But I guess that time just moves to damn slow.
I will hurt, and I will break, that can be fixed, but our friendship will never mend;
Days have passed, and I'm how I was long ago, to that I say thank you, to someone I loved as more than a friend.