WELL, THEN.... this is a new story!!! ^-^ *thinks everybody must be absolutely SICK of all her new stories, now* *sob* *sob* Why must you all be so CRUEL?!?! :(
OKAY, YES; I KNOW that I have been posting new stories NON-STOP in the past few days, but I am going to finish them ALL!!! I PROMISE!!!! .... :( ....
Well, anyways; I hope that you like this, and there will be more later! ;3 Please, please, PLEASE(!!!!) review! :3 Or else I will cry.... 3:
Sunday, Winter 30th, 10:30 PM
Oh, my God. I am SOOO nervous. I came home this evening and looked at the newspaper, and what did I see?! I saw an ad for a farm!!! That's right, an ad for a farm in a poor village with not too many people. And, besides; I am SICK of the city life. It's too…. loud, and annoying, for my tastes.
Well, ANYWAYS; I called up the number that was in the ad (I couldn't see it at first), and I'm going TOMORROW!!!!
I'M GOING TO SEE THIS FARM TOMORROW!!! Oh, my God! What was I THINKING?! I need to pack and stuff!!! What did I think that I'd get it all done FOR me?!?! Oh my God oh my God OH MY GOD!!!
As you can plainly see, I am still excited about what tomorrow will hold. I just IMAGINED me, tending to crops and taking care of animals, and I smiled and said, "I need to go!"
Now I'm wondering if I did the right thing.
But, whatever; I'm going tomorrow, anyways, and that's that. It's not like I really have any ties to the city, anyway.
But, still. I am going TOMORROW!!! TOMORROW I AM MOVING AWAY FROM THE CITY I HAVE KNOWN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE AND JUST LIVING ON A FARM!!! IT'S CRAZY!!!
Okay, even though there's animals, but, still….
WHY did I think that everything was going to be okay?!?! Of course it's NOT going to be okay; not for the first few months, at least!!!!
And now, I must get to sleep. Even though this diary entry WAS really short, I have a big day tomorrow. AND I have to get up at 3:00 AM so that I can take the 3 hour drive up to the farm and be there for 6:00 AM. I am going to be so tired tomorrow morning!!!
And why did I EVER think that life was going to be all fantasy-like and wonderful???
Why must reality be so cruel?
