If Only I Loved You More

Shuichi is attacked one night on his way home from practice just as he reaches Yuki's home. A man from Yuki's past returns with some interesting information. Bad Luck breaking up? Bonds are formed. Bonds are Broken. Will Yuki and Shuichi's relationship survive?

"Yuki's gonna kill me!" Shuichi yelled as he reached out and grabbed the street light pole to help him turn the corner faster. As the pink headed boy ran down the street, he glanced at his watch. It was already 10:30. He glanced up as he felt the light drops of rain fall onto him. Little by little, the pace of the rain increased, and soon it was pouring.

Soon, he smiled, seeing the metal gates that rested outside of Yuki's place. Standing by the streetlight next to the gate, was a blonde headed man dressed in black. Shuichi laughed and lifted one arm into the air as he waved, "Yu-ki!" he called out. The blonde looked in Shuichi's direction and let a puff of smoke escape from his mouth, before replacing the cigarette.

Shuichi continued to laugh as he ran towards the man, but just as he stepped onto the sidewalk, he realized that this man was not who he had thought. "Sorry I thought you were-". The man reached out and quickly grabbed Shuichi by the wrist, and spun him around, slamming him into the white painted concrete wall. Shuichi let out a gasp and a cry of pain. "Hey stop!"

The man pinned Shuichi's arms to the wall at his sides and leaned foward so that they were only inches apart. A grin donned his face. Shuichi yanked one of his arms free and yelled as he swung his hand, scratching the man arcoss his eye. The man growled and pinned both of the boys hands above his head. "You little slut" he cursed, and grabbed his cigarette. He pressed it against the side of Shuichi's neck" God Damned Fags, Get the hell out of Japan"

The pink headed boy let out a loud cry. "Yuki!" Tears blossomed in his eyes as he tried to pull free, but couldnt. The man leaned foward, muffling his cries with a rough kiss. He pulled Shuichi away from the wall, and slammed him back, hitting his head against the wall. Shuichi began to slide down the wall, but the man grabbed him by the collar of his shirt. "Stop singing, little fuck. Stop singing" He spat, then slammed him into the wall again. He yanked at the boy's collar again as he shoved him to the ground. The collar ripped, stretching his shirt to fall down his shoulder. The man laughed and kicked Shuichi in the side, then began to walk away, "your music fucking sucks, fucking fag."

Shuichi rested there for a moment, letting the tears stream down his face before he stood and began to hobble to the gate. He pushed it open and entered the house grounds. Why hadnt Yuki come to his rescue?

He stopped his crying as he entered the house. All the lights were off, so he figured that Yuki had already gone to sleep. He squinted and began to make his way through the living room and up the stairs.

Once he reached the top, he stopped at the door to Yuki's room. He crept into the room and saw Yuki laying in the bed, fast asleep, a glass and two pills next to it. Yuki must have been stressed again. He turned to leave.

"What took you so long to get home?" The blonde man asked, sitting up groggily. Shuichi froze and looked at him with wide eyes. Yuki turned on the light, and reached up, scratching his head. "Well?" he asked with an annoyed tone, then squinted. "What the hell happened?"

The blonde began to get out of bed and Shuichi stepped back. Yuki looked at him oddly, and walked towards him. He backed Shuichi into the wall, and the boy's eyes began to tear up again. Yuki looked at the side of his neck. "Jesus Shuichi". He touched the spot around the burn mark.

Shuichi bit his lip and closed his eyes, then turned away. Yuki pulled his hand back. "Dont touch me" The pink haired boy said.

"What?" Yuki asked, confused. Normally, Shuichi was begging to be touched. He sighed, "Who did this to you?". Shuichi shook his head, and didnt answer.

Yuki wrinkled his nose and sighed loudly before reaching out and pulling Shuichi into a gently embrace. Shuichi rested against his chest, "You didnt help me.."

"What?"

Shuchi pulled away. "I called for you...I cried for help, and you didnt come". Yuki stared down at him and Shuichi blinked, "Yuki, do you love me like I love you?".

Yuki let him go, and turned around, running a hand through his hair again.

"Yuki?"

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A/N: I know its kind of short for the first chapter, but Im depating on whether or not Im going to finish the story. What do you all think?