Hey everyone! I had posted this story up before in winglin but unfortunately, winglin is close for me. I can't seem to go on so I guess I shall start all over again and posted it up here.

I don't really have any other places to put this story under though it doesn't really go under crossover…but there isn't any other section that this story seems to fit more so I just put it here.

I hope that it makes sense, but I wrote this story using my favorite actresses and actors…not on any movies, stories, or shows…so I guess I will try to be introducing them before the story…

Anyways I hope that you will enjoy!

Characters:

-Gigi Lai

-Louis Koo

-Jessica Hsuan

-Aaron Kwok

-Tavia Yeung

-And some others…

It was a hot day, for the week. The heat, from the flame of the ball of fire, dominated the air. Heat was surrounding the place. The atmosphere was covered with warmth that was brought by the blazing sun. Not need to do much, but just by sitting, sweats had already stream down people's face.

Can't stand being burn by the fireball, many people chose to hide in buildings or under shades. Though as hot as it is, in a lonely field, I, Gigi Lai, sat on a bench, near a field of smooth green grass of the hospital, enjoying the wonderful gifts, given by the magical sun, despite having to deal with sweats and the feel of being fried under the fireball.

To others, it may just be an extremely hot day, created by the sun, but it was not to me. To me, it was an emotional, warming day that contained beautiful scenery. In my eyes, the sight before me was a superior rare, beating, breath-taking sight, that had contained the ultimate strength of love, care, happiness, and which had held the word internal of everlasting friendship, along with the joy, warmth, endless love that families shared.

Sitting, I was enjoying every bits of the rare present granted by the loving dear sun. I was enjoying the heated air. I was enjoying the warmth, the sun shared. Mostly, I was enjoying the hot, emotional, firing scenery created by the burning heat of the sun's flames.

A genuine smile, slowly, spread across my face, with an unexplainable emotion and feeling crept inside me, as I enjoy the serene moment. It wasn't depression I was feeling, nor was it ecstasy. It was an uncommon feeling of bliss, delight, and gratified mixed with pain, soreness, and misery. Though, it was a confusing feeling, it had brought pleasure toward me in the mixed of puzzling sensation, that told the story of my lonely, depressing life.

I leaned back on the bench and slowly closed my eyes. I, bit by bit, sniffed in the humid air provided by the burning sun. As I held in my breath, I had recorded every bits of the moment, in my memory, for it to be lasted in me, or even be a part of me, for the rest of my life. Each every inch of the memory that had been recorded in me, take me back to an illusion of my experienced lonesome life. The experienced lonesome life that had brought sorrow, distress, and agony toward me, having to continue till the today, of my life.

If this was a long time ago, stinging drops of painful tears would have, already, slid down my cheeks from my dark chocolate brown eyes as it swirls in an exhausted misery circle, with each drops increasing suffer in my fragile heart, with endless pain. But living in the life of Gigi Lai, all the twists and turns of the experienced life I had been through had taught me that for all that I had experienced hasn't been the worst, and I had been prepare for the very worst, in the universe, to occur to me.

Now, no drop of tear could slide down my delicate face, for the ache in my heart is too sore that it is too dreadful for tears to be revealed. Correction: it is too dreadful that no amount of tears would be enough, which is the reason for it didn't bother to be exposed. The pain in me is too deep that no tears could wash it away, but instead, the tears would only increase suffers in my fragile heart as each drops slid down.

It would be best if even a single drop of tear would glide down, because then it would mean that it is just temporary pain, but my tears had frozen in place in the deep inside of my heart. Because the injured damage my heart dreadfully, I can't feel the pain anymore, where no more tears were able to be drop. Correction: the pain in me is too awful that it is just an invisible ache that will only lay in me. Explanation: the injuries is there but, because it is in, superb, damaged, it can't be felt. Therefore, the wound carved in my heart will only fades as times go by, because as they say, time is the best medicine for any injuries, but it is so deep that I'm afraid for it will in no way be completely healed.

Without noticing, slowly, the combination of wind and sun's heat rock me into a deep calm slumber that I had asked for and wish to experienced again for so long…

Slowly, my eyelids touched. Before my soul flew away, within me… my excruciating memories returned and replayed all my life-both ups and downs…