Whiskey Lullaby

Amuto

Me: Okay I want to cry

Amu: Why?

Me: Because of the thought I had for this

Amu: What thoughts?

Me: You have to read to find out

Amu: Lost In Dreams does not own Shugo Chara or the characters!

Me: If I did Amu and Ikuto would be together sooner

Amu's P.O.V

I held the knife up higher. I couldn't take anymore. Everyday was the same. He will never come back. I will never see his face. Utau told me he was gone. Rima said to stay strong. Tadase just looks at his feet. Utau called me a week ago. Asking if I was going to his funeral. I said yes, but I couldn't. He finally gave up to. A broken heart the world forgot. I pulled the knife down. But before it could pierce into my skin two strong arms grabbed me. I knew who it was. I looked at my feet.

"Amu you can't do this!" she yelled, holding me tightly.

"I...I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE!" I cried, falling to my hands and knees.

"Before he died he had been drinking... trying to forget me" I said under my breath.

Utau just stood there looking at me with sorrow.

"Stop blaming yourself" Utau took the knife out of my hands and pulled me to my feet.

"He told me right before he died to take care of you... so that's what I'm going to do, Amu" she hugged me tightly.

"There is no need of suicide" she whispered. I could feel her tears on my shoulder. My tears burned my cheeks as we stood there.

No one knows how much I blame myself. He was so upset. I kicked him out. Leaving him on his own. Miki, Ran, Su, Dia, Il, and El watched us from the corner. I knew they were upset to. I just gave everyone sorrow. I couldn't stay here. Yoru was still around, but he seemed heartless. I looked at the window to see what looked like him standing there.

My eyes widened, "IKUTO!" I cried running up to the window. He smiled and disappeared. He has spent the rest of his life trying to forget. I broke his heart. He drank his pain away a little at a time. Until the night he put a gun to his head and pulled the trigger. Utau got to him before he died. And she found a note on the floor that said I will love her til I die. I tried to hide the whiskey on my breath. But it was no use. Utau could tell I was in the same condition that he had been in.

She walked up behind me.

"What if Ikuto wasn't really dead?" she asked. (Throwing a bit of Lovely Bones in this ~ITS A MOVIE~ :3)

"B-but he is" I said in a sour voice looking up into her eyes.

She shook her head, "I have a weird feeling but... we can bring him back" she said as if it was true.

But I didn't know it really was at that moment. Life is a game... but its not fair. And this is how you cheat God at his own game.

Amu:O.O

Me: I know right

Amu: I'm not that harsh to Ikuto

Ikuto: Keep telling yourself that

Amu: You are suppose to be dead you know that right

Ikuto: Nope

Me: Ok so can all of my readers do me a huge favor?

Amu and her friends: Hm?

Me: Read and Review