Yeah, I go to church.
Yeah, I pray.
But that doesn't change reality
No matter what they say.
My parents hate me,
I can't quit cutting,
My peers don't see
How deep this pain is running.
I beg God for help
Any kind would do!
But I don't get any help
How about you?
I'm so lost
I don't know what way is down
For a bunch of Christians,
There's a lot of prejudice in my town.
I know God's given up on me.
I have, too.
But I wonder what it would be like,
To be anything but blue.
Have I ever been happy?
I don't recall.
Has anyone ever cared?
No, there's no one at all.
I'm stumbling in this darkness,
Searching for a way
But even as I try,
God seems to fade away.
My faith is gone,
My blood is shed,
If I don't get divine intervention soon,
I'm gonna be dead.
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Author's Notes: Yep, this is my spiritual life in a nutshell. I expect to be flamed, but when you do, don't use chatspeak. Bad grammar and gory metaphors are ok, but PLEASE, no chatspeak.