Remember
Do you remember me?
I'm still here...I'm still standing
Do you think of me often?
I do...I always think of you
Do you know its raining?
I've got an umbrella..for both you and me
I'm standing in front you now
Do you know that?
I am talking to you
Do you hear me?
I want to see you now but something is in the way
Do you want to see me?
no..you probably don't..the reason you're lying here is because of me
Do you know?
I wished a million times that I was where you lie now and you were standing here looking down at me
Do you know how I feel?
I am angry..angry at myself and I am broken...a part of me has been ripped away
Did you realize then that I was begging you?
I was begging you not to leave...but you left
Do you know what you meant to me?
everything..you were everything to me
Do you know who you were?
You were my hero...my brother
Do you know what I want to do?
I want to crawl under this stone and lie together with you
Do you know what I am holding?
a knife...a knife that can grant my wish
Do you know what's killing me?
I have to remain standing ...because it's what you traded your life for
you are a cruel bastard...
Do you know that?
I'm afraid that one day your face will start fading away and there will be nothing left of you
you always told me to stay strong and face my fears
but do you know how hard it is when you are living in a fear that you can never see?
I miss you...I miss you so much Dean
please will you come back?
I am begging again, everything is so blurry and I am so tired...so lonely
Please...don't leave me alone?
I am crying and my tears are dropping on you..
Can you feel it Dean?
Can you feel my heart ache?
You're so quiet...you're never quiet
Why don't you talk to me?
please...just let me hear your voice one more time
let me see you one more time
please...give me another chance
there's something i always wanted to tell you.
don't you want to hear it Dean?
I know you do Dean.
i love you.
you love me too right?
I know you do.
I've always known
oh god Dean I miss you...
Do you still remember that I'm here?
Do you still remember who I am?
I'm Sam Dean...I"m still here waiting
You promised me everything would be ok and you'd be back.
Do you still remember our promise?
I do...and I always will.
I will always be here Dean and even if you forget about the promise..oreven me
It's alright.
Because i'll always remember.
I will always remember you Dean.
Author's Note
hehe it's a short songfic kinda thing..sorry it's not very organized i just rambled about whatever I had in mind. I hope you'll like it