hi guys, this is my first fanfiction so please be kind, i will get better i promise. let me know if you like it.

I dont not own BTR, but someday they will all be mine 3

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Chapter 1

You know when you're young and your parents say "you'll never forget your first love." They're right, I never forgot mine.

Hello. My name is Nicole Stallone, yes the singer, and I'm here to tell you about this special guy that took my heart. He is part of this big shot bad, maybe you've heard of them. Their called Big Time Rush and his name was Kendall Knight. I know you're all probably thinking "OMG, you're so lucky! That must have been a dream come true." Well, that's partially right, it was a dream come true, but it was also a nightmare. It all started about 4 years ago…

"Coley hurry up, we're going to be late!" James cried tugging on my arm. Yes, the one and only James Diamond, the "face" of BTR.

"James calm down! We will just sneak in through the back." I grabbed my algebra book and closed my locker. "Okay I'm done. Let's go." James grabbed my arm and sprinted to class. "Why the big rush any way. It's just choir."

"Yeah, to you! But I want to be a famous pop star, remember. That means I need to practice and I can't do that if were late so hurry up!"

"it's not going to make a difference if your late one time. And in case you've forgotten, I want to be a singer too AND I'm WAY faster than you!" I started sprinting right when I heard the bell ring.

"Hey, wait up!"

"I told you I was faster" turning my head to find James dragging behind.

"That's not fair, you had a head start."

Now, you're probably all thinking that this story was about Kendall, why is it all about James. Well for your information James Diamond is one of my best friends. In fact I have four best friends and each one of them is a member of Big Time Rush. I just happen to be in love with one of them, and you've guessed it, Kendall Knight. I've known the boys since we were 6 years old. I just moved to Minnesota from Jersey and didn't know anyone. I just so happen to move next door to Kendall, his mother and sister. He was so sweet; we hit it off right away. We bonded over video games and sports and we always played hockey together. Then he introduced me to James, Carlos and Logan and they let me into their little group. We've been together ever since and have only gotten closer.

"Hey, Mr. Moore. Sorry we're late, people in these hallways walk so slow." Okay so maybe I lied a little, it's better than getting detention right.

"It's okay, just don't let it happen again" I took my seat after grabbing my folder. "Okay class, today were going to pick partners for our duet 'Somebody to Love.' Got any ideas?"

"I nominate Nicole!" Kendall announced shooting his hand up. Look at that smug bastard, sitting there with that smug look on his face. He was teasing me; he knew that I was scared to sing in front of people. I know I shouldn't be since I want to be a famous singer, but I'm just terrified. The problem is that it's not just singing though, I hate reading in front of people too, I start to stutter and mess up my words its horrifying.

"I second that" WHAT! Who said that? Of Course it would be James.

"I nominate Kendall! " HA!

"I second that!" There you go Carlos!

"Anyone else want to try? No? Okay, so its settled, Nicole and Kendall will be singing the duet."

Ding!

"Look what you did!" I growled at Kendall grabbing my book while leaving the classroom.

"You deserve this Coley. You have an amazing voice"

"How would you know, you've never heard me sing!"

"You can't prove that." He stated pointing his finger at me.

"You can't prove that I'm good either so HA!" i took out my car keys as we headed for the door. Since I am the oldest, I was the only one who had my license. It was the same routine every day. After school, we would all go to either Kendall's or my house, then Kendall and I would have to leave for work at the local mini- mart, Logan had tutoring, James had singing lessons and Carlos has to catch up on his cartoons. On the days when we don't have all this crap, the boys will have either hockey practice or a game. They are always busy.

Once we piled into the car, we headed to Kendall's house.

"So Coley" James said trying to fill the silence that was upon us. "Prom is in 4 months, do you have anyone in mind that you would want to go with?" He asked looking at Kendall in the passenger seat.

I've had a little crush on Kendall ever since he taught me how to play hockey when we first met. Everyone knows it except him. They all think I should tell him, but he is my best friend and I'm worried that he won't feel the same way or worse, he wouldn't talk to me anymore. I would just die if that ever happened, not just with Kendall, with all of them.

"James, how many times do I have to tell you. I'm not asking anyone to prom. If someone wants to take me, they can ask me themselves." I firmly states giving Kendall a secret side glance.

"But, if you like someone, why don't you ask them?" Dammit Carlos, always the last one to understand anything.

"Because I don't want to get rejected. I don't feel like getting hurt."

"Who would reject you?

"Just about everyone, Logan." I turned to Kendall and noticed him staring out the window.

"You're very quiet, what's wrong?" poking him, while keeping my eyes on the road.

"Nothing, Just Thinking." He said, looking toward me, putting on a fake smile. I knew this boy for too long, he couldn't fool me.

"About what?"

"Prom, life, everything."

"Who are you taking to prom?" *crosses fingers*

"No one." WHAT!

"Oh come on, there has to be someone you want to take to prom?"

"Nope."

"Kendall, we've been best friends for years, I can tell when you're lying." And with that said he stayed quiet the rest of the ride.

KENDALL'S P.O.V.

"Oh come on, there has to be someone you want to take to prom?" Coley said giving me side glances.

Yeah, you. I want to take you.

"Nope." Coward. Why can't you just tell her how you feel. Just go up to her and say "Coley, I've been in love with you since we first met. Would you go to prom with me?"

I stayed quiet the rest of the drive, I was so disappointed in myself. Once we got to my house I shot out of the car and ran to my house. Once I got in I heard the guys running up behind me.

"Dude, what was that about? That was so rude." Logan said looking appalled.

"What are you talking about?"

"Why can't you just tell Coley you want to take her to prom."

"Because she will say no, I don't see how this concerns you."

"Calm down Kendall, were just trying to help. And who said she would say no?" James chimed in.

"Please, she doesn't like me. Ive known her since we were little, I think I know her by now."

"Yeah, in case you've forgotten we know her pretty damn well too, maybe more than you do." James muttered under his breath.

"What's that suppose to mean!" okay, now they're starting to piss me off.

"Kendall, all were trying to say is to think about it and don't give up on her man. If you really like her, you wouldn't stop trying." Carlos came over and patted my shoulder. Carlos, always the peaceful one.

"You're right dude, thanks." That's when I realized someone was missing. "Guys, where's Coley?"

"She went home man." Carlos looked down obviously upset.

"What? Why?"

"She thought you were mad at her."

"Oh god, I have got to talk to her." I grabbed my coat and ran next door.

So what do you think? Hopefully you like it!

What do you think kendall will say to Coley. btw Coley is Nicole, its her nickname, i will explain it more later in the story

-Nicole 3