Diary Of a Broken Heart

by screamXmeXaXLoveXsong

"Oh, diary, I know I'll never get over him.. but J is just so amazing! Maybe I can fall in love once again.. Oh, I hope because I know that every time I look into those sweet blue eyes I find myself falling harder for J and lesser for TW."

1. Chapter 1

I know this is kinda different than most of my stories, but I've had alot on my mind and thought this up as a good idea. I hope you guys enjoy this as much as I know I'm going to enjoy writing it.

Here it is; my new story.

Diary of a Broken Heart; Chapter 1

October 9, 2010. 10:30 a.m.

Oh, Diary,

I haven't written in one of these in so long.. It's so strange. I just have to get this off of my chest.

I still love TW.. I always have. I don't think I'll ever stop.. I wish I could have him back.. I didn't wanna leave him but I just knew I had to do it! After I had that big break down over Austin while talking to Ryan, I knew I couldn't handle it. I knew I couldn't trust myself to stay with TW. I'm not worthy of him but I want him. Somehow Laura knew though! I don't know how! She just knew. I guess that's why she's my Sissa.

I should probably go. I have a big day ahead of me and I'm very excited. Oh, look, TW just texted. He and I have stayed close since the break up. He's my best friend, y'know? Well, next to Ryan. I get to see Sara today for the first time since school started! I get to meet her new friend, Autumn, also.

From what I've heard, Autumn seems cool. I can't help but feel like she's stealing away Sara though. I don't like that. We're going to meet at Crossroads and chill for a while. Maybe I'll see Dusty! Oh, I hope.. I haven't seen him since July when we went to Edgewater!

Then we're gonna rent some movies, SCARY MOVIES! Oh, diary, I just can't wait! I must go get ready, and I'll be texting TW all day as usual.. It surprises me that Laura is the only one who can tell I still want him. Maybe Sara will find out tonight. I have to talk to someone about it, and Laura's so busy with Seth... /: I'll tell you all about it later. Bye!

October 10, 2010 12:02 a.m.

Oh, Diary!

I told Sara, I told Autumn, I TOLD TW! He still loves me too! I can't believe this! I'm about to cry! Oooooh, he just texted back..

HE WANTS TO GET BACK TOGETHER!

Oh, diary, MY GODDDDD. I'm officially back with TW and happier than ever. I'm also sort of scared from watching Paranormal Activity, but that doesn't count because I'm HAAPPPPYYYY.

It's been so long since I've been happy, diary, that I feel like I'm going to explode!

He's calling me right now, I need to go.(: Goodnight, dearest diary.