One Year Later

Disclaimers: I do not own Bleach nor do I own any of its characters.

Apologies: My deepest apologies to my readers. I haven't updated in ages. It's because school had started and I find it hard to squeeze my writing in between my hectic schedule. I'm a senior now so you can see why it's really hard. I can't promise you that I'll update Serendipity soon but I came back with a treat.

This fanfic is inspired by the Korean song One Year Later by Jessica and Onew. It was supposed to be a oneshot but I figured it would be too long so I made it a multi-chapter. It's not going to be that long and I can't promise you a happy ending. Not only is it inspired by One Year Later, it is also inspired by a breakup. Specifically, one of my breakups. Let me open up to you a little so you'd understand a little.

You see, it wasn't the first time me and Joel (let's just call him Joel). We were a thing before. That was like 3-4 years ago. Then we broke up because I was still in love with my first love which wasn't really him. And let me tell you that my first love never loved me back. So that was the first time Joel and I broke up. I can't tell you it didn't hurt because it did. And I really regret hurting him even after a year. So 2-3 years passed and we didn't really communicate but we were in the same school. Then after a certain party, we got to talk like friends again. Then finally, I got hurt by my first love and Joel saved me. Then something started again. It was better than the last but it didn't last as long as the first time did. I thought I'd been mature enough but I wasn't. We broke up because I fell in love with another again. I really regret it. I really do and I want all my readers to know that even though I have a new boyfriend, I can never really let go of Joel. I tell people I've moved on and I don't love him anymore when the truth is he's all that I look for. I really love my new boyfriend but I really can't say that I don't care about Joel anymore.

So right now, Joel and I still hang out and we know we still have feelings for each other and we know that it can never be. I hope you get the idea after reading the story. I hope you can understand my feelings after reading the story. Well, here, the girl doesn't fall in love with another person but it's also the same thing. She has to do something that would break the guy's heart. So here you are. :)