Withered

Spy vs Spy Fic

Romance/Tragedy

Implied Cutting, alcohol, attempted drug use.

White Spy X Black Spy

Prologue

Disclaimer: I don't own anything of Spy vs Spy, i just thought of this story while in my auto-tech class. Anyway hope you guys enjoy it and leave any comments.

Note: If you don't like it don't read it, alright, leave those who do want to read this kind of stuff alone alright.

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White's Pov.

My Dear Lover, How you suffered.

I heard your cries, I heard your pleads for me to stay.

I saw the light of life and hope burn out when they told you to let me go.

I felt your arms around me as you gave me one last kiss

I heard your anguished wail as you felt me die in your arms.

Now even ten months after my death you haven't moved on.

Now I just watch you as your body shakes violently as you sob.

How your face is etched with unbearable sorrow

Your sweet breathing when you sleep has converted into pained gasps.

It brings tears to my eyes as everyday another piece of you dies.

I wish I could take your pain away

I wish someone could come around and help you through this agonizing torture.

I wish that I could hold you in my arms, whispering that everything is going to be fine.

But there is no one to help you, nothing was going to be fine.

So for now, I'll lay by your side, hoping that you can hear my soothing comforts

Black's Pov.

How Long has it been since I saw you die.

Days, weeks, years, I forget, I don't care anymore.

Each day I lose a part of me.

Each day, It's a constant struggle to wake up and keep on living.

I have grown tired of our old normal routine.

Get up, change, go to work, report, come back, sleep.

If I have time I would train a new recruit or go on a mission.

Each day I put on a mask to hide my face, a mask of healing

Everybody thinks that I have moved on, I have fooled them all.

Almost all of them.

They noticed, our commanders have noticed,

They broke through the mask and have seen what I have become.

Broken, completely broken, nothing but an empty shell of who I once was.

They found out what I have done to myself and what I have done.

They know I have tried to mask the pain, and they were horrified of how I tried.

I tried to drown my pain with alcohol, buying the strongest bottles I could find and afford.

The pain ended for five months before coming back.

I tried to mask my pain with more pain, the sleeves of my coat hide the scars.

The pain was intoxicating with every single slash I made.

I had full control of myself until I had gotten to far, slashing my vein almost neatly.

I could have been with you that day, I could have seen you again.

But they saved me, saved me from seeking eternal rest beside you.

That day everything was taken away, my weapons, my life, my will.

There was one more thing I wanted to do but I couldn't bring myself to do it.

I couldn't bring myself to poison my body, no matter how strong the pain had gotten

I felt that if I did, then I would have dishonored you, remembering how you have hated them.

So until my time comes, I shall wait for the dark angel, knowing that one day I will see you again.

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