A/N: Okay…so this is just a story I wrote…I haven't given up on my other Gilmore girl fan fiction but I'm having a block…I will continue soon….okay… this will be LIT…I promise….what other good couple is there…hehe….Read and Review.

He never thought he'd love anyone as much as he loved her, but I guess Parker changed that. She long black hair and green eyes like a cat. She was confident and fun. She loved books and music. She was everything that he wanted, but still a part of his heart wouldn't let Rory go. He kept on thinking it wasn't meant to be.

Now he sat in a hospital staring at the floor, wondering why did God hate him? His hands covered his face trying to hide the lost look. He remembered tonight, he remembered it clearly.

Flashback

"Hey babe," He said walking into their apartment. She stayed silent sitting on the couch with a diary.

"I had a dream about her last night, she was beautiful, her blue innocent eyes stared into mine, She whispered I love you the words I was waiting for forever, I don't know why but I think I've lost her, I just need to let go of her, forget the way she drink coffee like a maniac, the way she held a book in her hand and was lost in a world that belonged to her, the way that she laughed and smiled and was irritated by my James Dean attitude, I guess things do change," Parker read out loud. He stared at her with a confused look. "Well, Jess, by my guess, I don't have blue eyes, Wow she is pretty, A little young isn't she," Parker said holding up a picture of Rory when she was 18.

"That's is an old picture," He said softly.

"Jess you have to pick, your high school love or me," Parker asked. Jess stared at Parker and then at the picture. He realized he had to let her go. He grabbed the Parker and kissed her.

"I love you Parker, I just, I need to let go of her," He said kissing her.

"I'm going to go get beer, be back in 20" She smiled grabbing the keys and walking out the door. Jess smiled and sat on the couch and read a book. Jess sat there thinking about Parker, he loved her, just as much as he loved Rory. He went back to reading Four Blind Mice by James Patterson. After about 30 minutes the phone rang.

"Hello," Jess said irritated because the phone interrupted his reading.

"Is this Jess Mariano?"

"Yea,"

"Parker Marie Sheppard, just got into an accident," Jess's heart stopped.

"Where is she?"

"She went to Manhattan Southern Hospital, but I have…." Jess slammed down the phone and put on a coat and put a book in his pocket and walked out of the apartment.

End Flashback

That is why he was here. Sitting, waiting for the damn doctors to tell him what was going on. Suddenly a guy in a white coat came out.

"Mr. Mariano?"

"Yea?" Jess stood up.

"Parker, well, we're sorry we tried everything we could, she was hit on the side and she slowly dieing, she will be dead in the next hour, do you want to say goodbye?" The doctor said opening the door to her room. Jess walked inside staring at her body.

"Parker, I love you," Jess said softly taking her hand. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have let you go out, we shouldn't have gotten into that fight," Parker laid there.

"Jess," She croaked out. Jess squezzed her hand. "Jess go find her, tell her you love…." She let go of his hand. Jess cried. He got up and left the room. He paced the floor. He walked out of the hospital wondering what he was going to do.

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