Taking You For Granted

By: HeavilyBrokenSpirit

I cried that day.

My heart tore,

It hurt so bad.

Why did you do this?

Why did you do this to me?

I love you.

Your my world.

Your my life.

Why would he take something so important to me?

Why was it you?

Why didn't anyone stop this?

You could of avoided the conflict!

How can everyone act that way.

I hate them for saying it will be okay.

I don't need comfort.

I don't need lies!

I need you.

I stare down at you as you lay in the hospital wing's bed.

They said you were hit with an un-known curse.

They said they did the best they could.

But how...

How could you just leave me.

How am I suppose to tell our children their fathers not coming home.

How am I going to explain it.

Why is everyone starring at me right now as I cry.

They lost you too.

Your mother is crying into your fathers chest.

I feel tears slide down my face.

I want to pretend you just went on vacation.

It would be so much easier.

I could say that you just left on a trip for business.

It would help me not hurt so much.

I want you and need you to come back.

One time in your head boy room you told me,

you told me you'd always be there.

Where are you right now?

Where are you now that I finally need you?

I don't bother drying or even wiping my tears.

I love you so much.

That conflict was stupid.

A student got mad about a grade and hurt you.

He waited till your back was turned.

Madame Promfrey said she didn't know what had happened.

She checked for a heartbeat, but got no response.

I first shed a tear when she walked away from you and nodded her head sadly.

The student is being dealt with now.

The children are with Sev right now,

my mothers trying to comfort me.

It isn't working.

I didn't want our children in here,

I was scared of them watching you die.

I couldn't do that to them.

Everyone left, they decided to give me some time alone with you.

It doesn't make much of a difference.

Its not like you can talk back.

You know how I told you I was pregnant in that owl I sent awhile ago.

Well, Its a girl.

I went to Saint Mungo's this morning and the medwitch told me.

Number three's on the way.

Preston, and Garrett are excited to have a little sister.

I know you probably can't hear me,

But I love you.

And I know that we had so many pointless fights in the past.

I just want you to know that none of that matters to me anymore.

If you want something to be some certain way, then you can have it.

If you want to be possessive like you always are,

then you can be.

I'll give you anything you want,

just come back.

I hear yelling outside.

They're trying to get that kid to tell what spell he used.

He isn't telling.

I look at you, you moved your head a little.

I thought I was seeing things,

that is until you let out a groan.

I jumped out of my chair next to your bed and said your name calmly.

Your eyes came open and I about screamed in happiness.

Your alive.

Your smile weakly at me.

'Hey Kitten'

That's what you said to me.

I jumped onto you immediately and started kissing and hugging you.

I felt tears of happiness wash down my cheeks.

I can't believe how relieved I am.

You laugh a little while I continue to hold on to you.

Your smiling.

I smile back.

You look causally at me and say with a smug look.

'So were having a girl.'

I laugh at him.

He noticed my puffy pink eyes from crying and demanded to know what happened.

You got a stern hard look on your face.

I caved and told you everything.

You sigh once I finish.

You look downward for a minute then run your fingers in your hair.

I smile at you happily,

I'm so grateful your alive.

You tell me you love me to, and I should send the others in.

To tell them you are alive.

I nod my head in acknowledgement then get off the hospital bed.

I get up and start heading for the door.

'Ginerva'

I turn around after I hear you say my name and see you giving me a funny look.

You were probably trying to be serious but the way you squinted your eyes.

It was hilarious.

I walk back over to you and start kissing you.

I wrap my arms around you and you pull me on the bed.

Its been a while since we last did anything.

You were always so busy.

I started un-buttoning your shirt and you pulled me on your lap as you sat up.

I got your shirt off and threw my head back as you started kissing my neck.

You work your fingers till there under my skirt and your in my knickers.

I gasp as you thrust a finger into me.

I about died when you started pounding you fingers into me.

Then you threw me over board when you whispered dirty things in my ear.

I gasped as your fingers came out of me and you sat up.

You flipped us so I was under you and you were hovering above me.

You took my shirt off and started trailing kisses down my neck,

ending at my breast.

I felt so relieved when you entered me.

I kept telling you softly in your ear to go faster.

You start pounding into me like there's no tomorrow and I feel myself coming.

I know we shouldn't be doing this mainly because both our families and our children are right outside.

However I can't help but want it.

I thought I actually lost you.

You brace yourself placing your hands on my waist.

I bit into your shoulder to stop myself from screaming.

Sure I was pregnant.

I was four months pregnant.

Its just we haven't been intimate since Easter break, and still we had to cut back because the boys were all excited about finding eggs.

And of course meeting the Easter bunny.

You pull out of me and drop down on the bed next to me.

Were both breathing heavily.

I look over at you and your smiling at me.

'God I feel so naughty.'

I just did 'it' with my parents AND his parents AND our children outside.

Sweet Merlin don't let any of them come in.

I lightly kiss you and start mumbling about how we should get dressed.

You look at me with a smirk in place.

You arrogantly ask me if I'm afraid will get caught.

I look at him and whisper 'yes'!

Before he could respond they was a loud knock on the hospital wings door.

I groan and franticly pull my clothes on.

Draco's playful face fills with panic as he does the same.

"Ginny dear."

Oh Merlin its my mum. She CANNOT see me naked.

She would go bananas knowing I was in here shagging Draco.

Not only because everyone was outside the doors grieving and filled with worry, But also because they are all outside the doors and one of the children MIGHT have heard.

Draco pulls his clothes back in place while chuckling.

'He's starting to aggravate me'

Doesn't he care my mother could catch us.

Doesn't he understand that practically all the people we care about

are right outside those doors.

Ginny dear Its your mum do you mind if I come in?

I'm frantically pulling my skirt in place then I grab my shirt.

I hate buttons.

Draco's already done he's now sitting watching me panic.

That prat!

Ginerva I'm coming in.

My mother opens the door while I'm shirtless.

I completely freeze while you try not to laugh your arse off.

My mum quickly took one look at me then walked in and shut the door.

Oh Merlin.

I hope no one saw.

She's walking towards the to of us and I'm stuck in shock.

Molly.

You address her politely and I slowly put my shirt on.

No one speaks until I'm done.

Then my mother has a few words.

Oh sweet Merlin save me!

She has a calm face on.

for now...

Slowly but surely her face turns red and you pull me back onto your lap.

I turn red knowing that my mum knew I just shagged you.

I am very disappointed in the both of you.

Ginerva 'she starts with me'

Draco just woke up suffering from Merlin only knows and you shag him.

Draco you shouldn't be stressing your body like that even if your horny.

Both are jaws drop.

'Mum..

I started but she headed me off.

You young lady had me worried sick

Thought you'd commit suicide or somethin'

Losin' my mind out there and you don't answer when being called.

I could tell you were about to break out in laughter.

Who would have thought my mother would be scolding us for having sex.

I want to laugh at the thought myself but stopped when I saw the look my mother was giving us.

I want you both to clean up so I can send your children in.

They are scared out of their little minds.

You've both got them think'n one parents dead and the others going to the nut house.

She left us alone and sent the children in. Garrett and Preston were the first to reach us.

Everyone else had heard from mum that you were still alive so of course they couldn't wait and barged on in as well.

I frown as I think of what might have happened.

What if I really did lose you one day.

How would I be able to wake up in the morning, and your not lying next to me.

I don't know if I could handle that.

Your grip tightens around my waist and I give you a small reassuring smile.

You kiss my lips gently and I smile widely at the tenderness.

I don't plan on ever taking you for granted, ever again.

A/N

How was it? I know this is my first attempt at a one-shot and a smut one.. I know the smut wasn't all that good but its my first one and I didn't really try…

Anyways.. I thought it turned out alright..