HEY EVERYONE HERE IS ANOTHER LEYTON FICTION I JUST FOUND ON MY OLD COMPUTER LET ME KNOW IF YOU LIKE IT THERE IS A FEW CHAPTER ALL READY WROTE BUT LET ME KNOW IF I SHOULD CONTINUE IT.
here are something uou need to know first Nathan is playing for the charottle bobcats in he is on his way to LA to play the Lakers and to surprise Peyton who is still in LA no one has talk to her sense the break up there is no Lindsey and no Julian in this story Brooke is in New York
HE MISSES YOU,SHE MISSES YOU!
Nathan"s plane landed at six a.m he was in LA he was tried in he need to rest to get ready for the big game tomorrow night against the number one team the lakers he was suppose to check in to his hotel room when they first got there but his mind was on see his Peyton he need to know how she was doing she wouldn't answer no ones calls everyone is pretty much worried about her . He got in a cab in head off to Peyton's apartment
He was standing outside her door in he was nervous he didn't what her to be angry that he show up like this out of the blue but he just needed to know she was okay he rang the doorbell once then knock twice he was begin to think she wasn't there just as he turn around the door swing open
" What the hel.....................Nathan " she asks with shock in her voice and eyes
he can tell she just woke up which means she will be cranky the rest of the day because everyone knows Peyton Sawyer isn't a morning person.
" hey Peyton long time huh I thought you might forget who i was" he says with a cocky smile
" yeah right how can I forget who you are, i read about you in the paper everyday in see your dump ass on t.v i should of realises you were going to come here sense you play the lakers tomorrow" she says laugh she pull him into a long hug " it is really good to see you nath I really miss you"
he smiles as she says the words"yeah i know all the girl do" he laughs as she slap his chest then she pulls him in to her apartment " just playing with you Sawyer I miss you to" he says
They walk into the kitchen he sits down at the table in looks around her apartment, he has never be there it was just the way Brooke and Lucas describe it to him it was small really clean in her art work was everywhere as he got up he walk though the rooms looking at all her work he see pictures of him and Haley and baby Jamie and Brooke and chase skills, month,, Rachael,Bevin her dad even Karen and lily but he notices that there is not one picture or drawing of Lucas he shakes his head he knows now that she hasn't be doing going she is hiding her feeling in she build those walls back up. He walks back into the kitchen as she sit two cups of coffee down on the table she sits down he sits beside her they share a small smile
" nice place Sawyer you seem like you are doing good" he says
" yet its okay not much but I like it I'm doing as best as a can right now" she says looking down at the table
He decide that it isn't the right time to bring up Lucas so he changes the subject
" well i was wondering if you want to come see the game tomorrow night i need my own personal cheerleader" he says with a wink she slaps his arm
" whatever you have your own personal cheerleader last i remember........... anyways im going to the game any how I'm a lakers fan i go to all there home games" she says as she looks away and laughs at the hurt expression on his face
" SAWYER HOW COULD YOU SOME FRIEND YOU ARE" he says with a mock of hurt in his voice he turns away from her
" sorry nath but i been here almost two years and that are amazing team I tell you want just for tomorrow only...... I will cheer for you team okay" she asks as he turns back around and smiles at her
" that sound good but I'm still hurt that you betray me ............" he takes a deep breath " but I guess I'll get over it" he says with a laughs his cell rings he lights up at the picture of his two favorite people in the world
" Hey baby" he answer
" hey I was wanting for your call is everything fine" Haley asks in a scared like voice
" baby everything is fine I'm sorry i didn't call you i kind of forgot " he hears her groan
" well i see you forgot about us already we love you to" she says in a hurt voice
" Haley i didn't forget about you two you guys are my whole world i just got side tracked i told you i wanted to see Peyton" he says
" oh so did you fine her" she asks with worry
" yes I did baby she is right her beside me she looks great she is still breathing........ well she is a little skinny I don't think she is eating right" he winks at her Peyton lightly pushes his arm " och that hurts Sawyer" he says as he holds his arm Peyton grabs the phone out of Nathan's hand
" Hey hales" she says as she gives Nathan another punch
" Hey Peyton how are you?" Haley asks she is shocked that Peyton is talking to her
" well I'm doing okay taking it one day at a time" the blond says as she locks eyes with Nathan, who see the tears glaze over her eyes she talk to Haley for a good while she was laughs at the story's about Jamie Peyton really did miss them as she was saying goodbye she heard the voice that still plays in her head she heard him say " hey Hales have you heard from Nathan yet" Peyton slowly closed her eyes in handed Nathan back the phone Nathan looked at her with confusion he watch her get up in walk to bedroom she shut the door he then put the phone to his ear
" Haley's what the hell happen" he says with angry in his voice thinking Haley said something to her
" I didn't say anything Nathan" she walked out of the kitchen in step out into the backyard
" well something happen she was sitting here laugh and talking then all of sudden she stops her face when pale and she looked like she was going to be sick" Nathan says as he stands up in walks to her door
" baby I think she hear Lucas's voice when he walk behind me I think if just throw her off I guess it's safe to say she isn't doing so good as we hope huh" Haley says as she looks back inside the house and watches Lucas play peek-boo with Jamie
" I guess your right do you think she still loves him?" Nathan asks
" yeah just like he still loves her we have have proof of that do you have the letter" she asks
" yeah but I'm not sure we sure give it to her hales this could damage her more" Nathans says with a frown
" or it could fixes her nath and fix's Lucas to........... listen baby I love you so use your best judgement if you want to give her the letter then do it if you don't feel comfortable then don't Brooke will give it to her besides she is the one that stole it from his house in the first place so go in talk to her call me later" she says as she walks back into the house
" I will I love you to bye"
He knocks on her door then he opens it slowly she is laying on the bed facing away from him but he can tell she is cry just by the way her body was shaking he walks further into her room he looks around in see pictures of Lucas and her everywhere drawing of her crying in a hotel room with a brokeing heart above her head then he reads the words underneath the picture " people always leave' that makes him realize she is really falling apart she is breaking right in for of him but there is nothing he can do the only one that can fixes this is 3,000 miles away......... he walks over to her in pulls her into his arms he holds her and she cry her eyes out no words are exchange she falls asleep in he lay down beside her and close his eyes and fell asleep with her.
He is woken up by his phone he jump up in answer it notices that Peyton was no long beside him he hangs up the phone in walks out of her bedroom. He finds her sitting in her office she is drawing he slowly walks over to her
" what are drawing?" he asks as he got closer to her
" oh nothing special" she says as she flips it over so he can't see it
" fine then be that way well I hate to do this to you Sawyer but I got to go" he says as he watches her face fall
" oh alright" she says with hurt in her voice
" hey I wish I could stay but they just call me we have to get ready for the game tomorrow but i will see you there right" he asks
" I understand and yes Nathan I promise I will be there cheering loud for you" she says as she stands up in smiles " thanks for stopping by I will miss you and Haley and baby Jamie" she pulls him into a hug " please don't tell no one about my little break down" she says he pulls her closer then whisper " he misses you" he says as they pull away in lock eyes she nods her head
" I have something for you" he says as he walks out of her office's she follows him to her living room she watches as he reaches into his bag in pulls out a letter he turns back around she see the scared look in his eyes he hands her the envelope with a small smile she know who it's from before she even looks at it
' listen Sawyer I love you and I want you to be happy I think you need to read this it might help you get fine your happiness again i like happy sawyer i miss her but I can't make you read it the decision is your but remember this he says as he kisses her forehead " he still loves you" he turns toward the door in then leaves, she stands in the middle of her living starring at the envelope she put the letter down on her coffee table she notice it is after four she decide to go for a walk and stop by her work.
Later on the night she comes back home as soon as she enters her apartment she see the envelope sitting on her table it has hunted her sense Nathan give it to her she takes her shoe off in gets a glass of red wine she sit in her favorite chair she takes a slip of the wine then takes a deep breath she picks up the letter in open it
" Dear Peyton,
Well I think this is probably like the twenty letter I try to write you there is so much I want to say I mess up big time I've done alot of stuip things in my life but leaving you will always top my list as the dumpiest thing I've ever did lately Ive be Looking at your picture from when we were last at the river court You gave me a smile that I could never forget And nothing I could do Could protect me from you that night. we make love in the middle of the court I still feel your lips on my I miss hold you close and healing you just like you would heal me I miss how you smell so damn good and running my fingers thought you beautiful hair i miss how you made my body feel and the look in your eyes right before we be came one you had me Wrapped around your finger always on my mind The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night Yeah, you and I were, everything, everything to me. I wish that I could believe That there's a day you'll come back to me Some days I make it through And then there's nights that never end My dreams are empty from the day The day you slipped away So I just want you to know That I've been fighting to let you go I just need you to know That since I lost you I lost myself No I can't fake it There's no one else hell no one compares to you or what we had I know you probably hate me and i don't blame you I did the one thing i promise I'll never do i walk away for you I'm so sorry Peyton I just love you so much I didn't think you would turn me down in when you did i felt like i didn't matter to you. you are in LA happy and we never talk we barely seen each other i felt like I was losing you and it scared me I still love you I still need you, I still feel you like I'm right beside you I wish I could fine you just like you fine me then I would never let you go I still want everything with you
love you always Lucas
Peyton fold the letter in held it close to her heart she contiune to let the tears fall down her face she didn't even wipe then a wipe she missed him so much but he hurt her so deep her head is spinning she is more confused then ever she picks up her cell in dials
" Hey " Brookes Cherry voice rang though her ears
" hey..B Davis" Peyton says not even hiding the sadness in her voice.
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okay there it is let me know if i should post the rest of this story and for all my reads on my story love on a plane I'M working on chapter 13 right now so just be patient thanks