Darkness has no shadow... Plus it seems unfair to the world... My life isn't worth living. Too many times... Pain...
I can't believe it today! I just defeated a head of the Akatsuki. Sasuke is still gone and Sakura and Sai are still setting out to find him. Honestly I don't know how to feel anymore. I recently learned Sage Mode and I'm having mixed emotions...
I defeated Pain (Nagato) and I'm starting to believe everything he was preaching before he revived everyone. Besides that, I woke up from a weird umm dream where Sakura was in the bathhouse and I saw her-Never mind! Puberty sucks! I don't know why but Sakura-Chan has loved Sasuke since I could remember, sometimes I wonder why I try anymore. This world clearly hates me. I just haven't told the village about how I really feel.
I don't know who the hell my parents are. They must've not have been important. Even after them thanking and welcoming me home I feel unaccomplished. I hate them. I hate them all. I'd rather be a missing-nin. But there is this unquenchable thirst inside. It's something I feel rarely. It's only apparent when the Kyuubi takes over. I don't know but I think I'm craving Pai-
-"Naruto! How the hell are ya?" barges in Kiba, with Hinata in tow
"I'm Sure you wouldn't want to be in here by yourself... Naruto-Kun" Hinata timidly states
"Yeah thanks guys. Uh... Where is Shino?"
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"Hinata!"
"Oh Sorry Naruto-kun! I was just looking for any wounds..."
"Oh Ok haha, thought I lost you. No I'm fine, this hospice stay is standard procedure stemming from my track record. I'm fi-"
-"If you guys don't get in here I'm gonna beat the hell out of you!"- Demands intruding Ino
"Alright! Alright!" Choji and Shikamaru wail in unison. Naruto's false smile gradually starts to fade as the teams bicker amongst themselves.
That fire. It's raging like a caged animal. I can't hold it back anymore. I'm going to lose it!
"Get... Out..." mumbled Naruto as he bowed his head and clinched his fists with it full of sheets.
"What's that Naruto I couldn't hear ya, speak up" -Kiba responds cockily
"Get the fuck out!"-Screamed Naruto, now in tears...
"Naruto-Kun"-
"I want you out now, all of you!" Naruto voice has changed and the familiar sight of the orange aura slowly enveloping him convinced even Kiba to take heed and run
"Shikamaru? What's wrong with-"
"I don't know Hinata, but we all have to tell someone. That wasn't him speaking. We'll go tell the Hokage, You guys find Shino and try to find help. Hurry!