Hello there I don't own hetalia even though i want to... *crys*
I read a hell of a lot of hetalia and I truly hope that people haven't already come up with this concept! ah well enjoy!
"My name is Arthur Kirkland otherwise know as Great Britain or preferably England, yes I am named England and not because my parents were fanatical about the country, I am named so because I am England! I am the soul of the English soil embodied in a human form, though I am not by any means human or the only country to have its soul in the shape of a human. No matter how small or big a country is it will have a nation to represent it, that's what a lot of us refer to ourselves as 'nations', and if you think I'm pulling your leg then by all means ask me anything you can think of about England's history and I can tell you exactly what happened including what the weather was like during that period.
"As I said I'm not the only nation to exist every country has one, take France for example their nation is an annoying man with more style then sense, but don't think that every nation is a man either no, there are many female representatives, such as Hungry she's a petty young woman with long hazel golden hair, green eyes and a fiery temper.
"But back to what I was going to originally talk about, I'm different from most nations in a very bizarre way, simply put my gender changes with my monarchy so if my nations ruler is male then I my self am male but if my nations ruler is a woman then I undergo a series of changes to match the gender of my queen. Strange I know but that is how it is for me, though it is only my monarch and I whom know this about myself (maybe a few others). I didn't know this about myself until quite late into my life in fact it was when my first queen was crowned, Mary Tudor also known as Bloody Mary, that I found out this fact about myself, sadly the years that followed her crowning were hard and painful, filled with many needless deaths.
"It took a long time for me to get used to my new body, and as much as it shames me to admit I was not gracious or calm, I was understandably distraught but after Mary's reign I knew that I wasn't going to be changing back and had gotten many dresses and gowns made.
"My hair while in my more common male form being short blond, in my female form is long, down to my hips and slightly more auburn then usual, and my figure though normally quite slender becomes more so with sensual curves and generous bust, I suppose that my body changes to suit my peoples ideal, so as a women my waist is ten inches smaller then my hips and bust yet as a man my shoulders are slightly broader and my hips slim.
"It's been hard for the last 59 years, my current monarch is queen Elizabeth the second, but it is not her majesty that is the problem it is that there are many world meetings and for a nation that is supposedly male to turn up at such an event as a woman would cause chaos and some very uncomfortable questions.
"There are many things I wish to impart to you, but there are secrets that have caused me great pain to keep over the years. It's been a very long time since my first heart ache came into being but I will never forget each one that followed how much it hurt to leave those precious secrets and then pretend that I had never set eyes on them later.
"Dear journal this is the truth that I could never tell, on this paper I will bare my soul and some of its secrets, but as much as it hurts for me to think about such things, I can no longer bare the weight of my load, and being the entity of Great Britain, the nation that has all ways stood on it's own feet without willingly being supported I have no one to whom I could share such knowledge.
"To my precious secrets you have no idea how much I love each of you and just how much my heart aches at your memories"