Chapter one

The phone

Edwards pov

It had been painful months since the last time I saw my beautiful Bella and the pain was getting worse. I had been hunting down Victoria but when the pain gets to much I just crumble to the ground and curl up into a ball and remember her face, her smile, her blush and her eyes. I was in a dark place somewhere I don't know, that's when my phone started ringing again for the 27th time, I just left as always, but it was getting on my nerves now. It rang again for the 30th time that's when I decided to pick it up. "Hello" I didn't even recognised my own voice. "Finally, I was beginning to think you forgotten to pick up the phone as you've forgotten about your family."

"What do you wasn't rose"

" hmmm, what do I want well let see, I want you to come home because I can't stand it anymore everyone is all down and depressed, and it's all your fault because you left that low life human. I just want you to come home now please Edward."

" is that rose you want me to just come home and be like we normally were, well news for you I've changed and I'm not that Edward you used to think I am ok so just leave ma alone and I'm, not coming back it just to much."

"That's not all I wanted to say"

"Then what is it rose"

"Well I just you would want to know that Alice is in folks" why would she tell if Alice was in folks

"Alice didn't want me to tell but I think you have a right to know Edward, and now we can live like we used to and not have to worry any more."

What the is she talking about, she wasn't making any sense "what the hell did you call me rose, just get on with it."

"I'm sorry" she didn't sound it "it's Bella" I froze, what!! "She, she… she… jump off a cliff and Alice didn't see her come back up, I'm sorry Edward she dead."

I couldn't listen to Rosalie so I pressed the end button. Why, why had this happened to Bella, Bella promised me that she would be safe and do nothing reckless or stupid and she broke that promise? Why.

I didn't what I was doing but I dialled the number I thought I would never dial again.

It rang twice when someone answered it "swan residence" it was a voice I didn't recognise.

"This is dr Carlisle speaking, may I speak with Charlie."

There was a pause and then he said "he is not here"

"May I ask where he is?"

"He is at a funeral" I couldn't speak, it was hard to breathe but I managed to say "thank you" and then I crushed my phone.

All I just did was sitting there doing nothing just remembering Bella's face and everything about her. She was the most stunning and beautiful person I had ever meet and now she is dead, never to set foot on this land again and never to breathe this air again, she is gone, gone forever. And I'll be the same soon hopefully. And that is when I came up with then decision to go to the volturi and ask for then to kill me and if Bella and Carlisle was right then I will see my Bella soon. And that is when I started to run. That's when all the happy times I spent with Bella went all through my mind …

I know It might be boring in some parts but I am trying my best but this is only my second story I have done, hopefully the second chapter will be better but I won't put it up until I get 5 reviews so please review