Lucy: I own this shizzle bizzle:L
L: why am I not in it?
Lucy: because it was our wedding at the same time
L: we never got married
Lucy: that's what you think
L: she wrote this in ten mins...tops:L so its rubbish, she knows. But seriously. I wish she would stop shaking her head at me. It's creepy.
Lucy: go away. I control you. I can make you never have sweets again.
L: *goes teary* you monster
She pulled her blonde hair back into a ponytail and stuffed her feet into some black pumps. She didn't care. When your life cracks into a million little pieces all you care about is trying to throw the ones you don't want away. You wouldn't have realized who she was anymore. She was different in the way she presented herself, her hair would be tied up badly and her makeup, when it was done, was rough. Everyone said how "terrible" it was, and "he would be missed by all who knew him". No one could know Matsuda said as she left the building seven weeks ago. Would he be missed? To all the people that worshiped Kira he would be, to his unaware family he would be, to her he would be. Everyone said she was foolish and stupid for loving him, but no one knew that she thought the same thing. The racing heartbeat and the butterflies whenever she saw him, the rush of warmth and electricity that ran through her body when he touched her. She wanted it to go away because she knew he didn't love her, she knew that the only one that did love her died for her. And even if she felt the same way back it would be impossible to have a relationship, it would have been wrong. More than anything she wanted to be held in the arms of someone at night, protecting her from the nightmares that tortured her every time she closed her tired eyes. She would make it look like suicide, it would be understandable. She threw the tablets on the floor a few rolled out the box they were in and she put herself on the cold tiles and held one. It was only a few moments until she felt the pain rip through her heart and chest.
Misa: you got the times wrong
Lucy: I know. Now go away... or else you will never have... a nice looking face ever again
Misa: imp not weak like L
L: you're both MONSTERS!